Monday Aug 01, 2005

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don't kid yourself
and don't fool yourself
this love's too good to last
and I'm too old to change, yeah

don't grow up too fast
and don't embrace the past
this life's too good to last
and I'm too young to care

don't kid yourself
and don't fool yourself
this life could be the last
and we're too young to see

Monday Mar 28, 2005

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Well, at least things aren't run into the ground totally.

Still damn drained, though.

Sunday Mar 13, 2005

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This is going badly, I fear. If it wasn't for the repercussions of the untied threads, the financial matters left unpaid, and the effect it would have on people who think they know me, I'd snuff my life out in an instant.
akemi:
aww thats ok- sending me a present was sweet enough biggrin
x
darco:

Sexiest boxing of a Cat since Schroedinger learnt to lap dance.

Despite the shit you seem to be going through, I like your sense of humor.

As a side note, keep in mind that suicide is a permanent solution to what is most often temporary problems.

Sometimes talking to a total stranger can help. If you feel like ranting or whatnot, drop me a line and I'll be happy to listen. If you got nothing to loose, it might be worth a shot.

<darcoATdeepdarcDOTcom>

Tuesday Mar 08, 2005

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Truth is my name.

Give yourself away.



Now I know that there are some really nice people in Canada, so why is there just the one idiot fucktard trying to cause problems for me?

Maybe when this is resolved, I can get some sleep and get rid of these oh-so-lovely purple eyes, and the constant, recurring headaches.
akemi:
ekkk i will keep that in mine biggrin
x
ciel:
re your email: hahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahha

Friday Mar 04, 2005

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Listen closely to your Mother.
You can hear an ocean roar.
Sitting quiet in the corner.
Put another record on.
God hates a coward, Sonny.
Got a date with your VCR.
Watch another action movie.

Dream of me.
akemi:
jumps up and down with excitement* OH MY GOD!
you are tooooo FUCKING sweet
big kisses all round for you mr!
thanki thanki thanki- its the best early and on time birthday im gona get for my 19th
i was sooooo shocked when i opened it... it made me feel so much better this morning- i was sick at Nic's house last night- she made me watch show girls in my pants and forced wine apon me frownanyways have a super weekend- i know i will- im off to kill some fiends

thankyou a million kiss's
akemi:
sorry- i was typing very fast frown

yer computergames should be used as alternative medicines- but they do piss me off royalie sometimes xx

Thursday Jan 27, 2005

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Ummm... Happy New Year?

Here's to a good one. And I actually have money, oddly enough, so. Huzzah.
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jennifer:
haha yeah happy new year!
ciel:
well, thanks again smile

Tuesday Aug 17, 2004

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And we all fall down...

My girlfriend, Echo (No, not that Echo) has been getting major grief from her parents about being with me. With psychiatric treatment threatened if she doesn't comply with their plans.

Right now it's all falling down around me, and I don't know what to do. Jesus...

puke

Saturday Aug 14, 2004

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I can't take it, I feel sick when I think about all the might-be's and the cound-have-beens...

It's not that I don't trust my girlfriend, but I've been hurt so much before, and I don't want it to happen again. I just want her to get in touch and let me know everything's ok... puke

Saturday Jul 31, 2004

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My God, it's been a while...

Yes. Better now, although still not perfect. I might update later, or I might just have a look at picture of sexy girls with an absence of clothes, who knows?

Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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It's happened again - the Tantalus Syndrome. Perfect opportunities, and due to either myself or other forces, they fall apart like castles made of salt. And mocking me, terribly.

I think the meds need to be upgraded, I can feel my mind's skin hardening and things hurtling past me at the speed of thought. Everything moving on except me, it seems. It's funny, just earlier...
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bailey:
YAY! you made my day!!!!

THANK YOU!

send me yer address and i will mail you some goodies

Monday Feb 09, 2004

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You make me sick puke

Because I adore you so love

I love all the dirty tricks oink

And twisted games you play mad

Sunday Feb 08, 2004

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Another Goodfellas Tommy moment... Rising up like a bubbled yawn, to explode outwards and focussed in a storm of What The FUCK?

Stacie, Erin, Flux and Texas get thanks.

Still shivering and annoyed at everything. Paranoia and cold don't work well together.


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Just realised that as no-one knows me on here, I can write pretty much whatever I want, and not have to worry...
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nixxx:
Just out of interest, which "Beeni" are we talking about here....?

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