what's new with me?...lemme see...i've been taking a history class at chaffey and today was my first day for my late start keyboarding class....that's gunna be a fun one!...we've finally gathered up all the info on the foreclosure of the house we rent and we've got three options as fallows: 1.) do a 1 yr contract paying around $1950 instead of the previous $1500 2.) keep living here rent free until the place is sold..after it's sold we'll have 3 months to find a new (Hopefully finally fucking permanent) home 3.) "cash for keys" move out as quickly as possible leaving the house nicer then when we moved in and they'll help pay towards our deposit. The thing is that this house is two stories and my grandma has a pace maker..she cant live here alone, but she wants to stay here..i dont wont to feel obligated to stay if we get the chance to find our own place but her health isnt the best ..but it's never going to get any better either. Matt 's waiting for a call back from his new "boss" to see when he'll start training..either this or next thursday. i'm trying my hardest not to get excited in case anything happens....but if this all works out our income has the potential to basically double...meaning obviously we would be able to live on our own and have plenty of room to wiggle and get furniture, supplies, etc......PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR THOUGHTS. i want more then anything in my heart to be able to finally have a place i feel is stable enough to make my home....to finally vent out all this pent up nesting instincts i've yet to use up for the boys' bedroom...and just enjoy living with my fiance without all the complications that come up from living with other family members as well....well that fun thought vomit...i have a headache...goodnight for now <3 hope life's treating you all well :{)

what's new with me?...lemme see...i've been taking a history class at chaffey and today was my first day for my late start keyboarding class....that's gunna be a fun one!...we've finally gathered up all the info on the foreclosure of the house we rent and we've got three options as fallows: 1.) do a 1 yr contract paying around $1950 instead of the previous $1500 2.) keep living here rent free until the place is sold..after it's sold we'll have 3 months to find a new (Hopefully finally fucking permanent) home 3.) "cash for keys" move out as quickly as possible leaving the house nicer then when we moved in and they'll help pay towards our deposit. The thing is that this house is two stories and my grandma has a pace maker..she cant live here alone, but she wants to stay here..i dont wont to feel obligated to stay if we get the chance to find our own place but her health isnt the best ..but it's never going to get any better either. Matt 's waiting for a call back from his new "boss" to see when he'll start training..either this or next thursday. i'm trying my hardest not to get excited in case anything happens....but if this all works out our income has the potential to basically double...meaning obviously we would be able to live on our own and have plenty of room to wiggle and get furniture, supplies, etc......PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR THOUGHTS. i want more then anything in my heart to be able to finally have a place i feel is stable enough to make my home....to finally vent out all this pent up nesting instincts i've yet to use up for the boys' bedroom...and just enjoy living with my fiance without all the complications that come up from living with other family members as well....well that fun thought vomit...i have a headache...goodnight for now <3 hope life's treating you all well :{)