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About Me
My name is Martin. I have a profile and a journal, read them. Self-definition will tell you what I think of myself, not who I am.
age: 25 (Sep 23, 1982)
MEMBER SINCE: December 2004
occupation: Keeping this seat warm for the charming guy.
makes me happy: Happy when it rains.
makes me sad: The dropping of a hat.
crush: Who have you got?
body mods: Big tattooed frown on my face.
most humbling moment: Feeling pretty humble right now.
JUNE 2008
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- TYPE WHERE COMMENT WHEN?
- GROUP What do you shoot with? Nikon D3, woo yeah. Sold so much to get it, all I... 3/25/08
- GROUP Looking for sharp portrait... 17-55mm is pretty uber for portraits. Didnt like mine... 3/25/08
- GROUP Looking for opinions on... I like the Sigma. It won't cover a full frame though,... 3/25/08
- GROUP Can I get an opinion? #2 says "gig" most. #1 would make a great background... 3/25/08
- ALBUM Rys: The End of Empire Wow... you look great. Really nice work by the photographer,... 3/24/08
- GROUP 50 or 85 Prime? Always glad to be proven wrong. I'm a full frame... 3/24/08
- GROUP 50 or 85 Prime? I'd be glad to, but if i'm shooting with an 85 on a... 3/24/08
I have, after almost three life-sapping years, quit my alternate life on Everquest 2. My account is cancelled, my client uninstalled, my bridges burned. The two characters who have received my all for the last 18 months now sit in potentia, waiting for the player to return.
It still preys on my mind.
I try to fill my evenings with inane forum browsing, movies, alcohol, anything to drag me back to that place I used to inhabit with all the real people in it. The trouble is, I remember how pointless it all seems, how inadequate I feel in social gatherings and I wonder if this is all there is to life, wasn't my electronic one so much better?