Well I sit in front of my computer at oh dark thirty on a Thursday mornin. The fitful end of my last day off this week. Today I was able to game and hang out with friends, and all sorts of marvelous things.
And yet I still feel very alone. Perhaps it's because my roomate just took his fiance to bed and I'm sitting in the dark listening to them enjoy themselves in the other room, muffled only by a thin door, while I only have a cold empty room to adjourn to alone.
I feel like an ass hole begrudging someone their companionship. It's not as if I would be any happier if any of my friends were as lonely as I am. But if they were than maybe they would pay attention to me.
*self deprecating chuckle*
right.
Shut up james, you're just whining now. Stop wallowing in your self inflicted misery. I thought you were stronger than that. You need to sacrifice more to make up for your rampant selfishness.
Go to bed.
And yet I still feel very alone. Perhaps it's because my roomate just took his fiance to bed and I'm sitting in the dark listening to them enjoy themselves in the other room, muffled only by a thin door, while I only have a cold empty room to adjourn to alone.
I feel like an ass hole begrudging someone their companionship. It's not as if I would be any happier if any of my friends were as lonely as I am. But if they were than maybe they would pay attention to me.
*self deprecating chuckle*
right.
Shut up james, you're just whining now. Stop wallowing in your self inflicted misery. I thought you were stronger than that. You need to sacrifice more to make up for your rampant selfishness.
Go to bed.