I think I need a personality transplant. I've been a SG member for almost 6 months, been trying to get to know people in chat and most still don't know who I am. I say hi and nobody responds. I make a comment and sometimes get a reply, say goodnight and it's like I'm not even there. Not sure why I care or let it bother me but I do. Kind of like typing this blog knowing nobody will read it. I'm a quiet person, always have been. I try to contribute but I feel like I don't have anything in common with people. I thought by friending some of the people in chat it would help but so far can't say it has. Don't get me wrong I hope to get to know those of you I have friended just thought by now I'd be more accepted by the SG community. I'm really frustrated I guess. Doesn't help that I had the "relationship" conversation with 2 woman this week and got shot down both times. One, who I dated 13 years ago just wants to be "friends", The second one is cool with dating but isn't looking for a relationship right now.

Not sure what I expect this to accomplish with this, I guess I just wanted to vent. Wish there were more people from St. Louis here but the SG community here isn't very active apparently none of the groups I've joined are very active. Meh I'm going to bed. Nobody is going to read this anyway.

I think I need a personality transplant. I've been a SG member for almost 6 months, been trying to get to know people in chat and most still don't know who I am. I say hi and nobody responds. I make a comment and sometimes get a reply, say goodnight and it's like I'm not even there. Not sure why I care or let it bother me but I do. Kind of like typing this blog knowing nobody will read it. I'm a quiet person, always have been. I try to contribute but I feel like I don't have anything in common with people. I thought by friending some of the people in chat it would help but so far can't say it has. Don't get me wrong I hope to get to know those of you I have friended just thought by now I'd be more accepted by the SG community. I'm really frustrated I guess. Doesn't help that I had the "relationship" conversation with 2 woman this week and got shot down both times. One, who I dated 13 years ago just wants to be "friends", The second one is cool with dating but isn't looking for a relationship right now.

Not sure what I expect this to accomplish with this, I guess I just wanted to vent. Wish there were more people from St. Louis here but the SG community here isn't very active apparently none of the groups I've joined are very active. Meh I'm going to bed. Nobody is going to read this anyway.