My relationship of nearly 9 years fell apart last Friday. I've been clinging on for as long as I can remember to this sinking ship drowning just hoping everything would sort itself out. I've been going out with someone who suffers from depression & has more issues than I dare go into & since Friday I've been desperately waiting for him to do something, anything to save us. ANYTHING!! Its not that he doesn't want to it's that he doesn't how because he deals with life by hiding from it. I don't blame him I just thought after nearly 9 year I was worth fighting for no matter what the cost but he's too scared. Its a shame. Rather heartbroken to be honest! All he has to do is try but here I am still waiting knowing it should be over but neither of us can let go. It hurts! Life sucks. Realizing everything I've worked for, tried for, made effort for given everything for since I was 19 years old has fallen apart. I feel helpless.
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entese:
how bad! im really sorry
sinfuldesire:
Thank you. x