I really thought about killing myself last night, but I fell asleep. Now I have to shop for shit for people I don't care about.
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If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together.........there is something you must always remember.
You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
But the most important thing is, even if we're apart...I'll always be with you.
~Winnie the Pooh~
that was inside the funeral program for Doug. I think it is awesome
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You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
But the most important thing is, even if we're apart...I'll always be with you.
~Winnie the Pooh~
that was inside the funeral program for Doug. I think it is awesome
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oxy:
that is really good
jena:
♥ Happy birthday, sugar. ♥
I miss him so much my fucking bones hurt. This is not fair, it's not right, there is no way to explain it away. I look back at all of the incredibly inferior men I had given my heart to in the past, and regret every second of it. I would not trade the time I had with him, however short it was, for anything...
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violently:
<3 i'm glad i could even just be there when you called. hugshugshugs
I was supposed to get married on October 6th. My fiance was killed this morning in a car wreck. I don't even know how to begin to deal with this.
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viking:
thats terrible! wow. im so sorry. i hope your friends and family are around you and can help you. i cant even imagine how hard it must be.
nikonphoto80:
i hope your doing ok, i still think about you all the time.
Wow, 5 whole comments on my post about my dad dying, feeling the love for sure on here.
I am getting married in less than a month, and am so excited to be with the wonderful man I was so lucky to choose.
Anyway, things are good now, we have a new puppy, moving to a big place and there is talk about a little...
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I am getting married in less than a month, and am so excited to be with the wonderful man I was so lucky to choose.
Anyway, things are good now, we have a new puppy, moving to a big place and there is talk about a little...
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nikonphoto80:
i would like to point out that I was one of the 5, just in case you forgot 
i hope you are healing up ok, i know it takes a long time.
but you know, I think some times people dont read journals of people who are not around a lot, its like calling some one over and over again and them not picking up, that is how some see it, but Im glad you post on here from time to time, I like reading your SG journals, I dont use Facebook very much, so I wouldnt really know what was going on with you if you didnt post on here.
wow, I knew you were getting married but didnt know it was coming up so soon.
And it is a really cute puppy, I want to see photos of the new place, so you are going to be having a baby in the next year?
i hope you are healing up ok, i know it takes a long time.
but you know, I think some times people dont read journals of people who are not around a lot, its like calling some one over and over again and them not picking up, that is how some see it, but Im glad you post on here from time to time, I like reading your SG journals, I dont use Facebook very much, so I wouldnt really know what was going on with you if you didnt post on here.
wow, I knew you were getting married but didnt know it was coming up so soon.
And it is a really cute puppy, I want to see photos of the new place, so you are going to be having a baby in the next year?
walker:
I am a bit late on this one but i am glad to see life is treating you right.
Hope you have a great wedding and woot on the new pup and getting a bigger place.
Also i wish you much luck on the baby front.
Hope you have a great wedding and woot on the new pup and getting a bigger place.
Also i wish you much luck on the baby front.
I had a great day on Monday. Sealed the deal on my awesome new place with my man, rented the party boat for our wedding party, hung out with my cousin who just moved here, and went with my finace to get color done on his sleeve. Topped the eve off with a great burger at Casino.
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thelibra:
I'm sorry about your Dad, sweetie. *hugs*
violently:
jesus christ. i just read this. i am so fucking sorry dude. 
So the man asked me the big question tonight. I said yes 
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walker:
Congratulations!
rabidbuttons:
Squee!!
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pandamonio:
come back to us and help make it better!
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walker:
Hola. Glad to hear things are going well for you with a new place and with the man. Also great to hear you are going back to school. Always a good thing. Hope all keeps going well for you.
So I am all registered in school, taking two psychology classes, should be cool. Going back to school kind of scares me, but my man is going too, and I am sure we will be fine. I am so glad I have someone in my life that inspires me to do positive things.
We went back to our hometown earlier this week and took his...
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trocc:
good times, dude.
Fuck this waiting tables bullshit. Fuck being at the same restaurant for 13 years and going nowhere fast. I am going back to school. The man and I both are, and I for one think it is very exciting and positive. It is amazing what I can do or put my mind to when I am around positive, happy people. 
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jena:
I just hope they stay up. I need the break.
I still think about it, too, but less and less often.
Hang in there! It gets better!