I only blog once every 1-3 months so Im so 
that I found a really good one. Let me tell you about yesterday....oh and for the like 2 of you who still read my blog I added more to my last one as well. I think I will like 24 this one(my roomie's got me watching that....yeah). A lot of this stuff is contextual...it gets...
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that I found a really good one. Let me tell you about yesterday....oh and for the like 2 of you who still read my blog I added more to my last one as well. I think I will like 24 this one(my roomie's got me watching that....yeah). A lot of this stuff is contextual...it gets... Read More
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STRIP CLUBS
you know, I do kind of have a latest interest. If by you mean latest you mean year, year and a half. Its strip clubs. But I always kinda feel weird thier because I KNOW that the reasons I go there are not the reasons most people go.
Let me explain, starting with myself and moving out from there....
K, so number one...
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you know, I do kind of have a latest interest. If by you mean latest you mean year, year and a half. Its strip clubs. But I always kinda feel weird thier because I KNOW that the reasons I go there are not the reasons most people go.
Let me explain, starting with myself and moving out from there....
K, so number one...
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serudeboi:
HAHA never finished this one whoops....
okay some other reasons. ITS CHEAP AS HELL(my bar bill is normally 60+dollars other places; there its about 20$ to get completely wasted...really, really cheap at a lot of strip clubs if you know where to go and what to order which means I can "afford" to be a good tipper all night long and not feel guilty. :-P cause Im actually saving money by giving it to ppl who are entertainers)
Other reasons....most are open from betwenn 11am or 2pm to close and 7 days a week. So when I feel like going out they are actually there WHENEVER I DONT WANT To BE IN MY DORM ROOM.
And ive got other reasons too just got create a new blog now.
okay some other reasons. ITS CHEAP AS HELL(my bar bill is normally 60+dollars other places; there its about 20$ to get completely wasted...really, really cheap at a lot of strip clubs if you know where to go and what to order which means I can "afford" to be a good tipper all night long and not feel guilty. :-P cause Im actually saving money by giving it to ppl who are entertainers)
Other reasons....most are open from betwenn 11am or 2pm to close and 7 days a week. So when I feel like going out they are actually there WHENEVER I DONT WANT To BE IN MY DORM ROOM.
And ive got other reasons too just got create a new blog now.
This year sucks balls
I have decided to hang an "under construction" sign over my life and rebuild it anew until I am happy with it again.
That is all; thank you.
I have decided to hang an "under construction" sign over my life and rebuild it anew until I am happy with it again.
That is all; thank you.
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eternalraine:
Aww. I'm sorry. I hope everything starts to get better, and I hope to see you soon. *hugs*
mexicant:
Happy Holidays!
THOUGHTS
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME .....
Ive had some time to think about myself. My life is in many ways blessed and many ways cursed. But oftentimes the two are linked .... take this one thing Ive realized about. Its a condition I have a psychological condition.
OVERFOCUS
Basically, I have two options in my life; either dont take my meds...
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FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME .....
Ive had some time to think about myself. My life is in many ways blessed and many ways cursed. But oftentimes the two are linked .... take this one thing Ive realized about. Its a condition I have a psychological condition.
OVERFOCUS
Basically, I have two options in my life; either dont take my meds...
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This world sucks. I mean just because some of my friends have money and some of them dont means that Ive had to watch one-half of them getting better over time. The other half....well, I came back this summer and every summer they either are exactly were they were last summer or have finally met the thing that have tipped them over the edge into...
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Dirty thoughts
Hehe, me and my girlfriend had our first experience of the sexual kind with somebody else. I promised not to get into the specifics but it was definately a very fun experience for all involved. If only the cops hadnt busted the three of us.
Hehe, me and my girlfriend had our first experience of the sexual kind with somebody else. I promised not to get into the specifics but it was definately a very fun experience for all involved. If only the cops hadnt busted the three of us.
okay, so Ive kind of realized that I dont get on here as much as I should. So from here on out, I promise to update once a month. And I promise to be as informative as possible abt the events that have occured in the last month, since this is the only place where I can keep a journal and not really worry about...
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serudeboi:
Just to update everybody. I had my third "gateway" experience this week. The one good thing that what happened to rhichard this week is that it has given me the strength once again to start getting people to open up(not that I have to force them, I have to force myself. It take so much out of me emotionally and mentally everytime something like this happens. Worrying about whether or not they are actually going to follow through but at the same time realizing that you cant do anything more then be perceptive, open up lines of communication, be there for them, and encourage them.)
For those of you who do not know, a "gateway" experience means that someone open up to me about something that they have been hidding away from everybody else for fear of judgement, social sanction, or lack of understanding. In our age group it normally is . . . . the big S, suicide. Yeah, 3, thats rights. Rule number two is you take everybody seriouslly, but tonight really scared me because they showed the "courage" script; i.e. they are just working up the courage to do it, the worst kind because they are by far the most likely to do it because, a) they can already ENVISION themselves doing ti, b) they have already lost hope, and well a lot of shit. After you've had like 20 people open up to you about this shit. You learn a lot, a lot.
Well goodnight all. lol, like anybody actually reads my journal.
For those of you who do not know, a "gateway" experience means that someone open up to me about something that they have been hidding away from everybody else for fear of judgement, social sanction, or lack of understanding. In our age group it normally is . . . . the big S, suicide. Yeah, 3, thats rights. Rule number two is you take everybody seriouslly, but tonight really scared me because they showed the "courage" script; i.e. they are just working up the courage to do it, the worst kind because they are by far the most likely to do it because, a) they can already ENVISION themselves doing ti, b) they have already lost hope, and well a lot of shit. After you've had like 20 people open up to you about this shit. You learn a lot, a lot.
Well goodnight all. lol, like anybody actually reads my journal.
Well, I think the time is finally here. I have had a really mediocre year for the last year. But last night I threw a party for 10-15 people and . . . we had to start turning people away when it started hitting like 40.
Yes, this semester will be the semester of the Patrick. I have decided that it is time to start...
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Yes, this semester will be the semester of the Patrick. I have decided that it is time to start...
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clairevoyance:
i surely will let u know if anything ever becomes of it and people get justice.
Okay everyone. I know I havent been on here much but there is a reason . . . last week I f'king worked 80+ hours!!! 80+. Life is craziness!!! But I promise everyone that since I am having a party tomorrow night . . . I will do drunken posting for everyone! and redo my page since this crap on it is like a year...
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pollypocket:
Just stopped by to say hello! 
Okay, so it is all starting to drive me mad. Im tired of seeing the things I see. Im tired of dissecting people to find what is beating inside, some call it thier mind, some call it thier heart, and some call it thier soul. Whatever it is and despite what people think about romance and love. These things are things that only one person...
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majortomias:
Happy birthday dude!
davey:
Hey, thanks for the roomie info. And sorry I missed your birthday, so um, happy belated birthday.
So anyway, I went to thefacebook.com, and it turns out that I've had an account since like December, they say. Completely forgot about that because I'm smooth.
So anyway, I went to thefacebook.com, and it turns out that I've had an account since like December, they say. Completely forgot about that because I'm smooth.
Pulled into parking lot of winn-dixie across the street(had better lighting) and read one of my text books. Felt lame
Sorry but when I'm going to work at 7....I WISH I was the person sitting in my car reading a book.
AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETLY DIFFERENT.
Fucking right! Monty Python ^_^
His response. The Taxi, You're Drunk, Go home. Snobby look at me and roll up window.
Asshole.