senseofbalance

I've an odd relationship with pornography, having been raised by various sorts of feminists and having learned to be carefully respectful of the women in my life. Not to mention having been in a relationship with the same woman for nearly five years. I read Getting Off last year, and it really articulated a lot of the unease I have had about my relationship to...
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still smoking hopefully i'll die before TOO long

i moved to another part of this little city of mine and i find the trees here agreeable. they keep the sunlight off the pavement and the whole place about ten degrees cooler. better still, i am on the first floor and my drums are in the basement. i couldn't ask for more.

well, maybe i could...
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holy shit... it's nice out

and i don't have to stay two extra hours at work dealing with someone else's innane problems, either! i must be dreaming

i've been smoking cigarettes lately and it wierds me out a bit. i haven't actually bought a pack for myself yet, but i've thought about it. it's kinda strange. i've always considered smoking one of the most supremely illogical things you could ever do. even if you're trying to kill yourself, there are much faster ways. but, unfortunately, i think i'm starting to understand cigarettes....
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i found the guitar i lost the last time i wrote in this thing, and i recently broke it at a show (by accident). i bought two more guitars since then, so it's okay.

i haven't been keeping up journals too well lately but i found the lost guitar and it looks like i may get it back for free so i figured i'd post here.

since i posted last, i fell in love with a girl (who just moved to sf). she's the first straight girl i've ever been with oddly enough. my band has been playing out...
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