It's strange the way I tick; I'm still trying to figure it out. Last night I was talking with this one girl, and I ended up passing the fuck out; sort of in the middle of the conversationing. We weren't actually talking over the phone lines, so it's not as bad as it may sound. Before I crashed, we were talking about us. We barely met that long ago, but we both really like each other. I'm not really sure how long I was crashed for, but I think it was somewhere between 30 mins and 2 hours. During the slumber, I dreamt a dream of such vividness and life. This dream I'll share for you know.
Where I was at the start, I'm not really clear. It could have been a party or standing in the breakroom at work with a lot of people also in the room. Either way I wanted to leave. I left and started to drive with no clear destination. The sky was overcasted and there was no sunlight coming through. The buildings around me were all industrial or commercial buildings. I was driving a dark colored jeep; a dark blue, maybe a dark gray, or possibly a dark green. It was a deep dark color to it, but I know it wasn't black. There was dried on dirt and dust almost concealing the paintjob of the vehicle. I was driving on a road that was going downhill, not horribly steep, and constantly turning; never going straight. On this road, I had trouble staying awake. I was constantly nodding off for a few seconds at a time. I later in the dream was driving down a steep hill or mountain and the jeep kept picking up speed but I couldn't slow it down. Faster and faster down the mountianside I fly. Trying to stay on the road and trying the brakes to see if they worked even after they failed. I was getting worried that I would crash, that I wouldn't be able to stop. I pressed and pressed on the brakes to slow down, to stop, closer and closer I came to the base and traffic. Before I was at the bottom and before I could crash, I managed to stop. Standing outside the jeep, I was staring at the sky, noticing that it's the first time it's ever been sunny. That I wasn't trapped in a city, but free away from it. there were no buildings, but trees and grass, animals, and brilliant, vivid colors. I felt good; the world was perfect, and I was happy. I was truely happy.
*fin*
My honest opinion, I think that dream was about her and me. The jeep represented her, the dirt and dust, a long relationship. The curves, constant downhill travel, falling asleep, industrial/commercial districts with dull colors, the stress and worry; all representing difficulties and obstructions through out the relationship. The sunshine, nature, and vivid colors meant that everything will be good. That the path may be hard at times, but the path gets better. That you don't need to search anymore for happiness for it's going to come.
Where I was at the start, I'm not really clear. It could have been a party or standing in the breakroom at work with a lot of people also in the room. Either way I wanted to leave. I left and started to drive with no clear destination. The sky was overcasted and there was no sunlight coming through. The buildings around me were all industrial or commercial buildings. I was driving a dark colored jeep; a dark blue, maybe a dark gray, or possibly a dark green. It was a deep dark color to it, but I know it wasn't black. There was dried on dirt and dust almost concealing the paintjob of the vehicle. I was driving on a road that was going downhill, not horribly steep, and constantly turning; never going straight. On this road, I had trouble staying awake. I was constantly nodding off for a few seconds at a time. I later in the dream was driving down a steep hill or mountain and the jeep kept picking up speed but I couldn't slow it down. Faster and faster down the mountianside I fly. Trying to stay on the road and trying the brakes to see if they worked even after they failed. I was getting worried that I would crash, that I wouldn't be able to stop. I pressed and pressed on the brakes to slow down, to stop, closer and closer I came to the base and traffic. Before I was at the bottom and before I could crash, I managed to stop. Standing outside the jeep, I was staring at the sky, noticing that it's the first time it's ever been sunny. That I wasn't trapped in a city, but free away from it. there were no buildings, but trees and grass, animals, and brilliant, vivid colors. I felt good; the world was perfect, and I was happy. I was truely happy.
*fin*
My honest opinion, I think that dream was about her and me. The jeep represented her, the dirt and dust, a long relationship. The curves, constant downhill travel, falling asleep, industrial/commercial districts with dull colors, the stress and worry; all representing difficulties and obstructions through out the relationship. The sunshine, nature, and vivid colors meant that everything will be good. That the path may be hard at times, but the path gets better. That you don't need to search anymore for happiness for it's going to come.
sorry it took me so long to get to this bro
<3
but yeah you definitely deserve some hugs!