age: 21 (Feb 03, 1991)
MEMBER SINCE: March 2011
makes me happy: Kittens. lots of kittens. Puppies too. And making others happy :)
makes me sad: Seeing other people upset.
into: Piercings, Tattoos, Kittens!, Coheed and Cambria , Video games, Art, Music
body mods: Piercings: nose, lip, nipples, ears. EDIT: Took most everything out except the ears :( and now have my septum. Just have one tattoo for now.
Life has been consisting of lots of this lately:










And it's pretty awesome.
Other than that, still on the job search. I feel like a broken record with that one. And I can't say it's not taking it's toll on stressing me out quite a bit. I'm really fighting it letting me get me down and crumbling into a little ball of defeat. But, it's hard. There's little I dislike more than feeling as though I'm a burden on others, or that I can't help out as much as I'd like. Not having my own means of transportation besides walking or biking (which I recently discovered my bike is kind of out of commission for the time being) is very limiting, but it's not like I can do anything about it til I get a steady job. Which very much limits the places I can apply, because I can only realistically get so far on a regular basis. I'm kind of scared to think of how I'm going to swing it if I happen to get a job that has me working later in the evenings. Let's just say I don't live in the best of places for late night strolls.
But I'm also not in a position to be turning down anything I get offered. I'm just hoping it all works out, and soon. I think I've been avoiding giving 100% into finding something because I'm afraid of being rejected, but I just don't have a choice anymore. Bleh.
But I swear, besides that, things are good. haha.
I have a good feeling about this coming up week. I applied a bunch of places last week and made a few phone calls, and it sounds like I'm coming in just at the beginning of summer hiring, so I hope my timing is right.
In a perfect world, this next week will result in: nailing a few job interviews, getting back to the gym, drinking a ton of water and tea, being completely rid of this cold I came down with, finally getting my room organized since my friend moved in, and being as little of a burden on the people around me as possible.
I'm hoping...





And it's pretty awesome.
Other than that, still on the job search. I feel like a broken record with that one. And I can't say it's not taking it's toll on stressing me out quite a bit. I'm really fighting it letting me get me down and crumbling into a little ball of defeat. But, it's hard. There's little I dislike more than feeling as though I'm a burden on others, or that I can't help out as much as I'd like. Not having my own means of transportation besides walking or biking (which I recently discovered my bike is kind of out of commission for the time being) is very limiting, but it's not like I can do anything about it til I get a steady job. Which very much limits the places I can apply, because I can only realistically get so far on a regular basis. I'm kind of scared to think of how I'm going to swing it if I happen to get a job that has me working later in the evenings. Let's just say I don't live in the best of places for late night strolls.
But I swear, besides that, things are good. haha.
I have a good feeling about this coming up week. I applied a bunch of places last week and made a few phone calls, and it sounds like I'm coming in just at the beginning of summer hiring, so I hope my timing is right.
In a perfect world, this next week will result in: nailing a few job interviews, getting back to the gym, drinking a ton of water and tea, being completely rid of this cold I came down with, finally getting my room organized since my friend moved in, and being as little of a burden on the people around me as possible.
I'm hoping...




















Carouser