First off, Happy Holidays everyone!
NEXT, my Christmas eve and day went from absolute shit to pretty good. I fell into a major depression slump after my inlaws had dinner with my parents. I had my Dad sitting across from me talking about my dying Grandpa, and our waitress was a total tit.
It didn't go very well, and a whole bunch of other shit had been bugging me really bad. I'm going to sound like a whiney bitch, but my gift from my parents really sucked this year. It was a broken Victorian vanity box, which looks like something that had been stashed in a baptist church for the past few years. NONE of my antique mirrors, or brushes even fit in the damn thing, so I'm left with a useless box.
I can't complain too much, because I ended up getting a lot of money, but it kind of broke my heart that my parents don't really know "me" anymore and are buying me junk.
Anyways, I fell into another depression slump this morning, and Paul and I pretty much cancelled plans with his parents to go and see a movie. We met up with them later tonight, and everything felt much better.
Sometimes the things you think will make you feel worse really in the end work out for the better.
HOWEVER, I would really like to take a break from everyone. I want a vacation. I want to take a weekend trip and just relax with my husband and go out for a nice night on the town.
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I really wish 2010 would get here. I'm ready for change. I'm getting my gym membership back, and a new job. I'll have time to focus on my well being, getting our debt paid off, and possibly a new house.
I'm crossing my fingers.
NEXT, my Christmas eve and day went from absolute shit to pretty good. I fell into a major depression slump after my inlaws had dinner with my parents. I had my Dad sitting across from me talking about my dying Grandpa, and our waitress was a total tit.
It didn't go very well, and a whole bunch of other shit had been bugging me really bad. I'm going to sound like a whiney bitch, but my gift from my parents really sucked this year. It was a broken Victorian vanity box, which looks like something that had been stashed in a baptist church for the past few years. NONE of my antique mirrors, or brushes even fit in the damn thing, so I'm left with a useless box.
I can't complain too much, because I ended up getting a lot of money, but it kind of broke my heart that my parents don't really know "me" anymore and are buying me junk.
Anyways, I fell into another depression slump this morning, and Paul and I pretty much cancelled plans with his parents to go and see a movie. We met up with them later tonight, and everything felt much better.
Sometimes the things you think will make you feel worse really in the end work out for the better.
HOWEVER, I would really like to take a break from everyone. I want a vacation. I want to take a weekend trip and just relax with my husband and go out for a nice night on the town.
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I really wish 2010 would get here. I'm ready for change. I'm getting my gym membership back, and a new job. I'll have time to focus on my well being, getting our debt paid off, and possibly a new house.
I'm crossing my fingers.
-nekokyo
have a great day