Leaving in the morning for Massachusetts....fucking ROCK AND SHOCK!!!! Everyone should go, damnit!

Back Monday, with pictures!

My life is so unnecessarily complicated, but at least it's kind of amusing some days. It'd be better if my friends from school would stop trying to set me up with someone like I'm some kind of a lost cause, 'cause truth be told, I'm a lot better on my own. Oh, and if they stopped telling me I lost a lot of weight and that I used to be really big. Seriously? I never aim to be of stick figure proportions, and yay if I lost weight, but dude, telling me that I was really chunky and that I look so much better? Um, not really, no. I have curves, deal with it! I'm very sick of dealing with female insecurities; it makes me want to go to school and chop off everyone's faces with a machete.

In other news, I've got less than two months at school, and I've been offered a chair at the salon I work at. YAY!!!!!!!!! I ROCK!!! And another two and a half weeks until Rock and Shock. Gwar, Children of Bodom, and Mushroomhead. I'm amped. I need to get off this stupid island; I'm looking forward to the drive to Amherst and hanging out with Lacina, covering ourselves in blood, and making more random crime scenes throughout the town haha.

So I'm trying to find a second job in a salon, and my search is going down the crapper. Seriously? I am a hard worker, and I'm up for all the training I can get, plus I've got a lot of experience. HIIIIIIIIIIIIIRE ME!!!!

250 more hours left of school, but hey, who's counting? It's almost a setback going there. I learn so much more at work, then I have to go to class and basically be set back 10 steps. I want to take more classes to learn different things, like extensions and some color and cut classes, but alas, I lack the funds. No bueno, man.

I've had the urge to take a mini-vacation. I need to get away from Long Island hardcore, man. Kidnap me, please? I'm loads of fun, and I make good spaghetti!

So I started doing a bunch of bridal parties and other random hair stuff. I've been passing out a lot of business cards, and now I have a myspace! Yay!
my myspace

Be my friend, I've got no one except for tom and myself haha. But I'm seriously so pumped that I'm starting to get a little bit busier on my own. I cannot wait for school to be over with in November! I hate that place, I get so bored. I started to just hack up the mannequins I find in the back room. It's a good stress reliever, not gonna lie.

And hair is seriously my life. Damn, I'm getting lame. Someone, recommend me a book or something, jeez.

Yay! I Finally got my hip tattoos colored in!!




Love them! And my spectacular tattoo man is going to design my half sleeve for me, a zombie pin up. So pumped! That's not going to be for a reaaaaaaaaaally long time, but I don't care.

Anyway, not much going on, work, school, party like a rockstar. Whatevs. I'm getting boring in my old age ahahaha.

MSI was a sweet show. Lacina and I followed a man around that looked like Jesus, and we got kicked out of a porn store beforehand. Ahhh, good times.


Aside from that, I'm a totally horrible person, and I'm most definetely going to Hell (if there is one). I can't even get into that one, just acknowledge that I'm trouble. Wicked, wicked trouble.

Just gonna post some random pics from school. We are fucking weird sometimes. (all the time).

Fun with mannequins!



Dryers come in handy after going outside in a downpour.


It was official whore day in school...


Me and Michael... a sweet ass montage haha




I have such a ridiculous amount of pics from school. We should try learning sometime hahaha.

Yup, always into the crazy ones. He's such a nice guy, but kinda woah clingy and moving at warped speed and I reaaaaaaaally can't handle that. I feel so bad, I have no idea how to end it.

PS, apparently the type of relationships I want to be in make me crazy, according to my girls in beauty school.
I want:
-non-clingy, but non-distant (if that even makes any sense)
-does not need to see me every day. I require a decent amount of space.
-doesn't buy me stuff (because I like to be able to take care of myself)
-amazing sex (ahh what a sad memory that's become)
-complete openness, even if we have to hurt each other with what we have to say.
-likes to go to bars, shows, or just hang out on the couch eating spaghetti and watching Zombie Strippers.
-understands that school is my priority, and that because of work and school, I am fucking tired and need some time by myself to veg out on occasion.

Seriously, am I that fucked up?!

Fine. I lie. Totally into the dude. Hope he doesn't fuck me over...

Mmk. So maybe this dude is waaay too clingy for me. And I'm anti-cling. Ahh well, what's a girl to do.

No hot water at work makes shampooing heads really unpleasant for all. Thank God they replaced the water heater, because Saturday I made hardly any tips, and got a lot of really unhappy faces when I had to rinse color with frigid water. My boss told me that I do a good job, and that pumped me up, esp. since I felt like last week everyone was ganging up on me and making me feel woah inferior.

Off to get a million things done to my car. Then class. Woooo, who's exciting?! Yeahhh.