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APRIL 17, 2010 @ 08:57 PM | 2 COMMENTS


I got a job, and I work all the time. And when I'm not working, I'm in therapy. Group therapy 4x a week... fucking LAME.

Summer is coming and it feels so nice smile
I've lost 22 pounds, so I feel good about that smile

I retired multiple piercings.

That's about it for now. How about you guys?zoom image
JANUARY 11, 2010 @ 11:21 PM | 4 COMMENTS


i've given up meat again.

staring at my plate and seeing an innocent face staring back at me is too cruel...

i hope 2010 is better than 2009.

how are you all doing?!
NOVEMBER 25, 2009 @ 11:12 PM | 1 COMMENT


i have a love/hate relationship with the holiday season, every year.
OCTOBER 14, 2009 @ 12:07 AM | 2 COMMENTS


I have officially removed my set smile
OCTOBER 2, 2009 @ 05:00 AM | 3 COMMENTS


i am clearly on this site significantly less than when i first started out.

i wanted to do this for SO long, and thought it would be so fun and yadda yadda.
but, for the most part - i have thoroughly disliked it, unfortunately.

i heard bad things about the staff and how the site was run and everything. i just tried to ignore that all.
but the more i look around this site - they are accepting just about everyone.

and i'm going to get ALOT of shit for the following, but here goes.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

the premise of this site started out for girls who were alternative - who were pierced, tattooed, bigger, colored hair, etc. But now, they accept literally anyone. I understand everyone has to make money - unfortunately, this world thrives on that - but SuicideGirls has sold out.

And on the topic of my set -

Shazzy is a really good photographer, she really is, but my set doesn't really resemble what my body looks like in real life. Yes, I am big, but I just think it made me look, physically, a lot worse than I really do.



I had such high hopes. I thought maybe, the people on here would accept me for looking like I do, but that's not the case at all. I'm just so generally displeased with this. It really sucks, because I loved SG for so long - I have the big black hardcover book, the first two DVD's, tons of photos saved that I loved.

For those who have made it and love it - I am so so happy for you.
SuicideGirls just simply did not work out for me.

If I don't get banned for the remainder of my year, I will check in periodically and give my love and support to the girls and sets I truly do love.

Maybe if I lose the weight I've been trying to, and start feeling better about myself and like I have a chance on being succesful with this site, I'll submit a new set - of a new me.

But for now, consider this an informal goodbye.

SEPTEMBER 8, 2009 @ 04:29 PM | 1 COMMENT


i want to move out.

is anyone interested in getting a decently priced 2br to rent?

i want... downtown, preferably close to bay, wellesley or the village, etc. will take suggestionsss!
AUGUST 19, 2009 @ 09:49 PM | 1 COMMENT


i am sorta tanked

but taking back sunday wsa amazing.
AUGUST 10, 2009 @ 10:20 PM | 1 COMMENT


alright, so clearly... i have given up the hopeful status.

but i still check this out once and a while.

birthday in 2 months, basically (oct.30). and i'm starting to think i wanna do the birthday in toronto.

anyone up for a night of debauchery? i wanna do this right.
AUGUST 6, 2009 @ 07:05 PM | 3 COMMENTS


it's not showing yet (for me at least), but i have removed my hopeful status.

i am letting my account expire, and no longer desire to be a member of this site.

thanks for the nice comments and stuff, everyone. i'll be on here a bit still, but not posting sets any longer or trying to acquire "pink" status.
AUGUST 5, 2009 @ 10:12 PM | 1 COMMENT


seeing tool live was one of the most incredible experiences EVER.

my ex-boyfriend was there. as soon as me and my friend left the venue, i started dwelling on my ex and how heartbroken i still am. it's been two fucking years.

sometimes i think i'm in for an eternity of still loving him
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