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aaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!


that about sums it up i think.

good night.
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'"I'm sorry", she said,
"I know it's not the kind of thing you want."
I'm falling, falling down.
"I'm sorry", she said.
"I know I'm not the kind of girl you want."
We're falling, falling, falling, falling down. '


i wish i could find the kind of thing i want, i know where to loook, but shes very very very far away, and everything else,...
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elvira:
always there smile
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i'm alright, i just cant get home tonight....

and she says dont worry, u know its alright,,,,
it just aint me shes thinking of right now...

just small people squeezing out life,
they need a little good time.

i'm just insignificant... one in a million grains of sand,,,
but who really cares,a single grain of sand
take one from a millin, who would really notice.....?...
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aaaaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i am officially on the verge of freaking out in life....

not that i want to explain here, but if something doesnt happen soon, i am really goona loose it iin a major way...

on a side note though, its actually sunny and nice outside.....

Blind Melon:
I don't feel the sun's comin' out today
its staying in, its gonna find another...
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children in bloom....

"Children in bloom cooking in the sun
Waiting for a room of our own
Leave my sister alone
She don't deserve this
She is a flower and I am a flower and
We are all alone
I gotta get out on my own
I gotta get up from this waiting at home
I gotta get out of this sunlight
It's melting my...
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elvira:
you definatley should be with me, dont you know...
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old pictures and sentimental moments on a cold dark wintery day....

sometimes i miss not having pictures...

i think sometimes i miss not having anything...

its sad when you know you are falling, when you can feel it in those deep parts of your mind that you thought were gone, or just well managed.

time now is something i have alot of, and its begingin...
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sometimes i wish i were a cat....

eat, sleep, play.

whats wrong with that?
elvira:
the perfect life
i believe i was a cat in my past life
and i believe i should have become one in this..
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ahhh, so long with out posting something, but its all good i think.

been a great year!

been a happy year!

elvira:
tell me more