there comes a time when you have to pull down the hands, put up your dukes and fight.
im stupid. it wasnt me. but rejection is still rejection. my friendship doesnt come easily but
when you have it, im yours forever.
now.
we are going out tonight, to hang out and listen to music. there is only two ways this can go.
which way will...
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im stupid. it wasnt me. but rejection is still rejection. my friendship doesnt come easily but
when you have it, im yours forever.
now.
we are going out tonight, to hang out and listen to music. there is only two ways this can go.
which way will...
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often times in life, i have to throw up my hands cover my face and say thats it, i quit, its too much. even though i know its the biggest pussy thing to do.
i keep telling myself i know how i am felt about. i keep telling myself, he is sick and has a disease (depression) and that it doesnt make him like me...
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i keep telling myself i know how i am felt about. i keep telling myself, he is sick and has a disease (depression) and that it doesnt make him like me...
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nirbhao:
I learned something the other day that was really helpful.
apparently, not breaking up with someone we should break up with is a common coping mechanism for women who are overwhelmed with other shit. the last thing we want is one more difficult transition or change.
apparently, not breaking up with someone we should break up with is a common coping mechanism for women who are overwhelmed with other shit. the last thing we want is one more difficult transition or change.
i quit
nirbhao:
(hugs)
gigondas:
Wha?
so these friends of ours had a baby girl like 3 months after erech was born. sunday their little girl died of sids. that is so fucking sad. i dont know how they can stand it. i would not be able to.
nirbhao:
how terrible.
gigondas:
I, uh, I...wow, yeah leaves one a bit speechless.
i took the day off, because i woke up with such a headache. i was dizzy and nauseous. migraines strike me about 1 time a month. im used to it. seriously.
i want to upload pics but the baby sucked on my phone and it is ruined. i need a new phone.
thedrunkmunk is back, i missed him. now if alisa would message, or sabbath13...
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i want to upload pics but the baby sucked on my phone and it is ruined. i need a new phone.
thedrunkmunk is back, i missed him. now if alisa would message, or sabbath13...
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gigondas:
Hey you, thanks for the kind words. 
so..after a year of bitching i finally got an appointment for a consultation about getting my plastic surgery. i have lost 160 pounds in the last two years and as you can imagine i have some extra skin. it actually didnt come til after i was pregnant but i hate it. it makes me ashamed of my body. even more than when i was fat....
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gigondas:
Good news on the appointment. It probably felt great to make a little progress on that. 
schleprock:
Great news about the surgery.
Sounds like the baby is ready for a mosh pit.
Sounds like the baby is ready for a mosh pit.
my back hurts. my shoulders ache. hurt hurt hurt... 
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nirbhao:
thanks, hon.
(more hugs)
(more hugs)
ta2dmom:
I'm sorry you're in pain.
I just wanted to thank you for answering all my questions in the bypass group. You've been a lot of help to me.
xoxo
I just wanted to thank you for answering all my questions in the bypass group. You've been a lot of help to me.
xoxo
ok so im tired of being told to suck it up. look, i gave an opinion, and if you dont like it, or if im being a pussy to you well too fucking bad.
have you ever been so frustrated with some one that you wanted to punch them between the eyes. i dont even know if that is possible.
we bought tickets to come to the states. i miss my family so much, and we have discussed moving back home. i like the midwest but kansas city has too many tornado watches for my taste. Was thinking Northwest...
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we bought tickets to come to the states. i miss my family so much, and we have discussed moving back home. i like the midwest but kansas city has too many tornado watches for my taste. Was thinking Northwest...
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merritt:
Me too!
jena:
Can I ask you some Sweden questions when you have time?
got my nipples pierced.
itchy
maybe will put pics up later.
hugs to all
itchy
maybe will put pics up later.
hugs to all
gigondas:
Itchy? Man, mine hurt like a sonofabitch. I ran into car doors, brooms and any other random surfaces while they were healing.
How are ya?
How are ya?
just try to enjoy yourself, and forget about the drama for a moment