age: 32 (Dec 07, 1979)
MEMBER SINCE: December 2002
occupation: artist. bed junkie.
stats: Skinny ass freak
most humbling moment: Waking up one day and finding out I was happy after all
body mods: oh no no no. None intentionally anyway...
fantasy: another time and another place, or just sometime somewhere.
i lost my virginity: too soon (and that was really late)
gets me hot: being kissed hard, or really, really softly. shy girls with glasses. patience and spontanieity. The weird intricate bits of being with someone. lips and collarbones and wrists. Coffee when you're crumpled and sleepy. Art and architectural theory (sick, I know...)
into: art, rediscovering things I didn't know I'd lost, eyes blue and green. Hugs. architecture, dancing badly, chocolate, earl grey tea, endearing geekiness and falling over, shopping, falling asleep and waking up. Cooking, eating
crush: She knows who she is
makes me happy: my friends, my bed, my duvet, my dog, and cold clear mornings when everything seems bright and okay. Stupid old songs. reading old books I'd nearly forgotten and finding new ones.
makes me sad: Ska. There's just no need.
Its just the way I do things: Inertia, ennnui and glorious self-pity I'm notoriously bad at doing things, making decisions that really have to be made - always have been. I'm a financial nightmare, friends come and go, I lose track of what the point is supposed to be, I forget to water my plants and call my brother.
So: In a spring clean type burst of energy and enthusiasm never to be repeated; a list of resolutions:
1) Call my brother and water my plants.
2) stop procrastinating so much i don't have time to do anything else. But learn how to lie in bed without feeling guilty.
3) Cook some new things, other than the same old list of things that I'm good at. I remember the first time I tasted basil, or real parmesan, how excited that made me. I want that back.
4) Read more, randomly and with an open mind.
5) Get out more.
6) Buy a new bike.I miss my old one.
7) Take a few risks with my work.
8) Stop freaking out so much.
And that, as they say, is that.
The sun's out today, and it's not so cold as it has been. There's till snow forecast, but I'm hoping this is the end of it.
xxx r
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Llona