very frustrated

trying to figure out my current piece
and solidify my female form
by studying and sketching
ah poop

Is thinking about
sculpting a SG and i dont know when i will start
and i'm wondering too creepy?
cause im really broke so i can't get a model
and plus SGs are way hotter
I needs yours opinions
Thanks a bunch chuckles

WOOOOOOOOOOOO make shit happen

what was depression is now sadness,but fuck both,
ruined two things for me and one amazing girl lost WHY?
well now thats off my chest TIME TO RUN ON TOWARDS THE LIGHT

New photos of my ceramic things
comment away

ugh..... it has been a rough couple of weeks
but things are on the up n' up
and things may actually turn out

So im having one of those days
so im going to get really piss drunk and
smoke til my lungs are black with cancer

well i'd be nackered

Went to a great show
Still Remains/ Gwen Stacy/ Catherine/
Secret and Whisper at
the loft

fun show

So it is amazing how things can go to shit
real fast and all at once
but this is how feel it is direct towards people i once cared about
but not so much anymore

Sitting and wondering
where, when, who is it going to be
Sitting and wondering
is she the one
Sitting and wondering
if she will be with me
Sitting and wondering
why the fuck is it like this
Sitting and wondering
if this golden rose isn't
what seems to be
Sitting and wondering
why i feel so numb and not at home
Sitting and wondering
if i should leave and find what i want
Sitting and wondering
if this shit is worth it
Sitting and wondering
what i should do
Im lost.............
Sitting and wondering
once again but for the last time to
move on