last night i got ambitious and started tearing apart the bug (even though i have 3 exams next week that i really should be studying for). i got it up on jackstands and removed the wheels, fenders, and engine lid. it's such a piece of crap, i love it. i'll post pictures as soon as i get a chance...
this morning, however, was not so pleasant. i woke up thinking about megan. two years ago i did something stupid that quickly and abrupty ended all communication with her. i (apparently) still get depressed about that. it pisses me off. not only that she can hurt me so much, but that she knows she's hurting me and continues to do so anyway. i get very attached to my friends, and she was much more than just a friend. i wish i hadn't screwed up in the first place, but since i can't go back, i just wish she'd talk to me now.
and today i found out that my SG account was on a different card than i had thought. i got charged for more money than was in the account, so i ended up paying like $40 in overdraft charges! the shit i go through for you people!
anyway, i must try to be a bit more aware of things in my life (relationships, finances) so i don't keep messing up. we'll see how well that works.
sorry for the mildly depressing post. it's nice to complain to people i don't actually know (with a few exceptions on this site of course). i'm caught in such a horrible drama web right now that if i talk about my problems to my friends, i end up making things even worse. i wanna move to australia. anybody wanna come with me?
-roger murdock
resident bottom-feeder
this morning, however, was not so pleasant. i woke up thinking about megan. two years ago i did something stupid that quickly and abrupty ended all communication with her. i (apparently) still get depressed about that. it pisses me off. not only that she can hurt me so much, but that she knows she's hurting me and continues to do so anyway. i get very attached to my friends, and she was much more than just a friend. i wish i hadn't screwed up in the first place, but since i can't go back, i just wish she'd talk to me now.
and today i found out that my SG account was on a different card than i had thought. i got charged for more money than was in the account, so i ended up paying like $40 in overdraft charges! the shit i go through for you people!
anyway, i must try to be a bit more aware of things in my life (relationships, finances) so i don't keep messing up. we'll see how well that works.
sorry for the mildly depressing post. it's nice to complain to people i don't actually know (with a few exceptions on this site of course). i'm caught in such a horrible drama web right now that if i talk about my problems to my friends, i end up making things even worse. i wanna move to australia. anybody wanna come with me?
-roger murdock
resident bottom-feeder