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ok...here goes nothing.....

hel is now archived. so i am outta here.
fuck this place...seriously.

gay


so gay


total gay
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we talked about kitty gianovese in my psych class today...and it brought up a memory i've been trying to hide for a while now....

about 2 years ago i was driving home, i think from my friend alex's house. it was late at night and i was driving pretty fast on the highway as there were no other cars around. i started going up a...
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i don't hate my job anymore.
i don't love my job.

i just go into work every day now and become robotic...i do the tasks in front of me in mechanical fashion...fast...repetitive....

the day flows along....

then the day is done.

at the very least, this robot gets a candy bar break at 3.
robot
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dance dance revolution is super fun.

it's just that right now i'm not that good at it...haha.
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went to aj's party...

felt out of place.

i knew almost everyone there, but i hadn't talked to anyone there in a long time. i felt like a distant cousin at a family reunion. some people were really awesome at making me feel welcome after a while though, and it was great to see some old friends and meet a few new ones.
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today i wake up and my knee hurts...

what the f?
am i an old man?

going to aj's birthday party/show tonight....final stand is having a reunion there...it'll be cool to see bryce, haven't seen that kid in forever.
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i posted this in another journal that i keep, tell me what you all think:

i've been straightedge for the past six years of my life. i feel that this has been a very positive force in my life to this point. i think that if i hadn't turned straightedge, i would have continued down the path of alcoholism/drug-abuse that i was heading down very...
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this is the end, my friends...


...friends, my beginning is this

robot
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zarina:
I've been good, you?
zarina:
*hugs* Glad to hear you're dealing
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new philosophy of life discovered by one of my roommates:

"if there's no reason to live, then that means there's no reason to die.....which means i am invincible. i'm like highlander."
strangebirdsir:
i am so jealous that nala took a pic like that for you..

so jealous
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stab! stab! stab! show at chatham college on october 25!
everyone go...and wear costumes...

what's with this new layout???
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so yeah.
i'm leaving the site.
i'm not active in any of the group activities or anything. nobody actually reads my journal anymore. and i don't look at the girls on here anymore.
maybe i'm gay, i don't know, but i guess this is a goodbye unless i get overwhelming support to stay or something.
skull
killcast:
i'll miss you. our tender moments together. our chats by the SG fireside. the way we typed chickens to each other...
zarina:
Bye Matt
kiss