Well Monday it's off to Vegas for a week for the annual trade show. Will be working 9-5 but attempting to get into trouble the rest of the day..... 
Well today is my 53rd birthday. It sure sucks to get older.
Here's just one example why: Last night NIN was in town and I would have loved to go to the concert, but had no one to go with. Any lady interested in seeing NIN did not want to go out with a 53 year old guy, and any lady that might go out...
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Here's just one example why: Last night NIN was in town and I would have loved to go to the concert, but had no one to go with. Any lady interested in seeing NIN did not want to go out with a 53 year old guy, and any lady that might go out...
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What if all the world's inside of your head?
Just creations of your own.
Your Devils and your Gods,
all your living and your dead,
and you really are alone.
Just creations of your own.
Your Devils and your Gods,
all your living and your dead,
and you really are alone.
lily:
I think of this alot, ever since i was a little sinner girl masturbating with my barbie dolls, but i hope that we are not alone. I hope you can feel the energy i am sending to you right now. 
[Edited on Feb 10, 2006 11:28PM]
[Edited on Feb 10, 2006 11:28PM]
Last day of a year that sucked. Shouldn't be so negative because after all, i DO have a job and a lot of people don't. It's just that work gets worse every day. I'm busting my ass to get things done, working lots of extra hours without pay, but the only response I get from management is "We don't see any progress being made". All...
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lily:
hmmm, I was just about to come here to say thank you and as i was about to, i see this, I suppose this was in referance to me?
I'm sorry if i came here too late, But i did very much appreciate it.
I'm sorry if i came here too late, But i did very much appreciate it.
lily:
P.s. I'm sending all of my good energy your way and i hope that this year is better than the last and all your job problems are solved.
Try to be a little more optimistic, this coming from the queen of depression, I know, But there are things worth living for and there is even beauty in saddness.
Try to be a little more optimistic, this coming from the queen of depression, I know, But there are things worth living for and there is even beauty in saddness.
Well McDonalds tried to kill me last night. I didn't get out of work until after 10:00pm so I went through the drive through and got some chicken strips. Within about 15 minutes of eating them I was so sick, and I was that way all night. Just beginning to feel better now at work.
Speaking of work, today is the last day before a...
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Speaking of work, today is the last day before a...
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Looked at the new sets added today and Visha is an absolute goddess. The photos of her with the needles are just amazing. I enjoyed the photos so much I had to send her something that was on her Amazon wishlist. Hope she enjoys it. Still can't get over how amazing she is.
Well work totally sucks. I know I should be happy that I...
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Well work totally sucks. I know I should be happy that I...
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Another person gave their notice at work yesterday. I knew it was coming but still it's not a good thing. That's three really good people in the last few months. This is really significant because it means a lot more work for me since the owner refuses to hire anyone to replace the last two. I don't know how I can work more hours than...
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Didn't do too much today other than sleep and work on some problems at work. Went to dinner with a bunch of friends at a yucky place. Watched three episodes of "Enterprise" that I had tivoed but not watched. They were repeats of course but still enjoyable. Would love to live in that time period.
lily:
Thanks for the compliment. I would have loved to live in the sixties or in amazonian times.
I absolutely hate this time of year ever since my divorce. I just wish I could go to sleep and wake up on January 2nd, 2006. All I see is couples having fun and it just reminds me how much I miss the ex-wife. Sure seems like since it has been nearly three years since our divorce that I would be over her. After all,...
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Well I guess it's time to write in here.
Quiet day at work with lots of people off on vacation. Unfortunately one of the best people working for me gave her notice today. She got another job with a higher salary and full medical benefits so I can't blame her. That's the way it always is, the good ones leave and the so so ones...
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Quiet day at work with lots of people off on vacation. Unfortunately one of the best people working for me gave her notice today. She got another job with a higher salary and full medical benefits so I can't blame her. That's the way it always is, the good ones leave and the so so ones...
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