Tuesday Jul 31, 2012

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So I think that my goal of losing weight is starting. I started your shape fitness more seriously and within about a week (two doctors appointments) I lost 5 pounds smile
medicstudent:
Awesome news, I've been working on the weight loss since April and down about 25. It is hard work, but I'm hoping that it pays off at my next physical.

Sunday Jul 29, 2012

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24 needs to be a better year for me. I know in todays day an age its unusual to want to not live up the single life, but I just want to start the rest of my life, almost all of it has come together, almost, so 24 just needs to be the year it happens. please.
godfather:
Happy Birthday and may all your dreams come true.

Friday Jul 27, 2012

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Birthday tomorrow and no plans because I am lame. Well Im going to see Batman, but other than that I have nothing solid in place. I am single, he did it 10 days before my birthday, but we are still friends. He is going to be with me on my birthday. I am hoping to have fun.
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timbag:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! smile
rissabella:
Thanks guys smile

Tuesday Jul 10, 2012

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Slipping
These last words upon my lips will die without uttering a sound
This emotional turmoil rumbles and crashes
No release and no excuse
Breathing in stale air and suffocating on failure

These cracks and holes may not be visible now,
But they will leave their marks down the road
The warp and reform
Twisting all that once was
To form a grotesque and utter...
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Friday Jul 06, 2012

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I have become an emotional and verbal punching bag in this relationship and I know what I should do, but I dont know what I want to do. One minute everything is great, the next it literally feels like he is trying to see just how much he can truly hurt me. I want to confront him but I know he will just get unnecessarily...
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wagner_zero:
Keep yourself together Rissa, things might be hard now but you can't fall apart.

If every time you try to get close to him, maybe you should give him space.

Much like a girl that's a great friend of mine, you seems to attached to your BF, eve tough your relationship seems (to me) very dysfunctional.

Don't get me wrong but I see you complaining so much about your relationship, and then see you complain about being single. But sometimes it looks like you would do better single. You say you don't have friends but I'm certainly you can make some. You are a great girl, there is no need to keep yourself stuck in a relationship that makes you suffer so much.

Well, that's just what I think. Just hope things work out for you....
radmonkey:
seems it shouldn't take so much work after a certain stage. try to focus on your own feelings and see what they're telling you. until you've make a long-term commitment to someone relationships are like a chance for two people to see how well they know themselves. being alone isn't the end of anything, personally it was only when I had a time of being happy on my own that I was ready to have a solid relationship.

Wednesday Jul 04, 2012

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my dumb Dante got under the kitchen sink yesterday morning and fell down to the first floor. He was stuck in the wall until 2 am ish last night. Management and maintenance said there was nothing they could do because they cant make holes in the walls, but its bull because theyre the ones that put the hole in my wall under the sink like...
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medicstudent:
Pesky fellas ferrets, but lovely creatures, glad he's doing ok!

Wednesday Jun 27, 2012

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Okay, so...my bfs grandmother got sick, things were icky and i cant even really begin to describe what the hell happened over the last week, but it was hell and painful, but I think he has decided to stay with me. His grandmother passed Sunday early, he did tell me before hand during a talk that he knew I did love him more than he...
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wagner_zero:
Sorry to hear about all the situation with you bf and his mother.... frown
I hope things go well between you two.

Monday Jun 18, 2012

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So my bfs flight has been changed to thursday, so i get a whole extra day with him, which is nice. Hes tried to assure me everything is going to be fine and covered what theyre doing on what days and everything, but Im still a lil mess. But also due to this change in flight schedule I have to reschedule my photoshoot.

The classes...
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