oh man... i haven't been on here in forever!!!



i hope all my SG friends are doing swell :]

i got a fucking ticket for "running a redlight" on my bicycle.

guess how much it costs?? $500 fucking dollars.

PISSED PISSED PISSED!!


thankfully i've found a job /end sarcasm

okay, looking for a job, can suckk it.
being unjustly fired, can suck it.
not understanding how to fill out an unemployment application, can suck it.
writing a cover letter, and updating my resume, can suck it.
not having any money whatsoever, can suckkkkkkk itt!!!!!!

i love where i live.


views from my apartment <3

I had the best weekend of my life.
I got to hang out with the dopest people everr :] which includes myself, my best friend Jelena, and our friends Adam and Runson.

On Friday, Jelena went to this place in Compton and bought a new bicycle frame. It was all ghetto and the front tire was bent and it was rusted and disgusting, but it was a nice vintage track frame so we were all like :] :] :] about it. Then Friday night we went to 10 for 10 and that was fucking AMAZING. ahh Madball <333 Terror <333. Then Saturday morning we wake up early and meet up with Runson and Adam. We busted a mission to this bicycle shop in east LA to get new parts for Jelenas bike. We got new rims, intertubes, wheels, a single speed hub, new pedals, bar tape, and chain. After that we go back to my house and start putting her bicycle together. We decided it'd be better to get used chrome rims, because they can always be scaped so the rust would come off. After we finish it, we realize we didn't get a tool to put the chain on, so we start brainstorming where we could get a part to put the chain on. We go to the home depot next to my house and we missed it being open by 5 minutes. then we go to the one in Hollywood and after looking FOREVER, we finally found a tool that would work, so we hurry home and put on the chain. It was dope because I've never really put a bike together before. I've put parts on bikes and stuff, but I've never built one from the frame up. It was freaking DOPE. After that we ride our bikes to this party at the Pegasus on 7th and flower. Wow, those apartments are BEAUTIFUL!!! I got wasted for the first time in two years and then had to ride my bike home hahaha. NOT the best idea in the world. We make a pit stop at our favorite place in the world, but it's definitely top secret :]

After we sat there and sobered up a little bit I had the best idea to ride to Venice. Thankfully all my friends were down for that! :] Here's some pics from my weekend :]

I didn't know the 'hurt' and 'heartbroken' feeling hurt THIS badly.

Someone should have warned me what I was getting into.


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I'm exhausted.
I am always riding my bicycle now.
And I take great pride in the fact that I have not watched television in well over a couple of years (with the exception of being at a friends house and being forced to watch).
I love the fact that I don't know what's going on with the world.

Last night I went riding and I left my phone at home. It was great!! There was no drama, no bitching, no complaining, no one annoying me, no one hitting me up for stupid shit.. It was just me and my best friend and I was like fuckk the world. It was great. You should try it too.. it makes a lot of your worries go away.


I'm going on my first ride tomorrow with Jelena. This kid invited us yesterday when we were on our way to this bicycle place.


LIfe is pretty dope at the moment, boys suck and I don't give a fuck.

I got a new bike!!!

My ex boyfriend aka the love of my fucking life and I'm pretty sure I'm the love of his is coming home next week for 3 weeks. Let's hope it doesn't turn out like the last time he was here. eeekkkk i'm soo nervous idkk what imma do. :]

PS. i leave you with a picture.
ha the first picture i've ever taken of me smiling.. teeth and alll haha.
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