I have found that knowing I'm technically autistic has brought me into focus on what and why I am. Unfortunately it is just more of what I already know. I don't fit into any groups naturally, I am a very poor socialite, gainful employment will always be a struggle, and i will always be just off enough to never be accepted fully by anyone. On the plus side, my being a dick can now be written off as a genetic mishap. Aspergers is the shiznit. Meh.