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I feel so... calm
Not the "Oh, I'm so relaxed calm". Not the "calm before the storm" type calm. Just... calm.
Maybe it's the lack of sleep. I just spent the whole day like I was hovering, not walking. I'd like to say I feel zen, but I know there's a lot more below the surface. I'm above the tempest. I'm not even sure what...
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Not the "Oh, I'm so relaxed calm". Not the "calm before the storm" type calm. Just... calm.
Maybe it's the lack of sleep. I just spent the whole day like I was hovering, not walking. I'd like to say I feel zen, but I know there's a lot more below the surface. I'm above the tempest. I'm not even sure what...
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diamante:
I agree!
I think it should go live as well!! Thank you for believing in it and taking the time to comment
You's the bestest!
I think it should go live as well!! Thank you for believing in it and taking the time to comment
You's the bestest!
kas:
yay! happiness ! (hugs) be closer so i can hug you in person.. FROSTING@!!!!
Thanks to all teh well wishes on the last post. Other than a little trouble lseeping, I'm ok. Though I'm really not feeling like smooth transitions today, so I'm going to do some random things in no particular order.
My cat will NOT leave me alone. I wanted to give him away for a while, and now I don' tknow how he'd handle it if...
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My cat will NOT leave me alone. I wanted to give him away for a while, and now I don' tknow how he'd handle it if...
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kas:
ah yummy, I'm coming to your house for lunch, so your time off was good?
kas:
AGHHHHHHHHHHH MAKE THE LIFE VORTEX STOP 
i just want to wake up on the other side
i just want to wake up on the other side
I was in the middle of writing a blog post on how I feel like crap, and have for a few hours now. It's been SO weird. I was just talking to skeeve, who was trying to help me figure out what could cause the symptoms I had. I felt anxious, I've been trembling, stressed, and unable to sleep well for a few days...
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mydogfarted:
Dude, if that is you being a little "off", then we are going to be awesome friends because I didn't notice or care.
khoos:
You can make it up to us by coming to the Works next time! 
There are some things you just can't write, some things that won't sound right over IM or e-mail, that you just have to say in person. The feeling isn't right, the setting isn't right, and you won't get the reaction you want. You also can't damage control.
Today was a good day. Today I said a lot of things that needed to be said, and...
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Today was a good day. Today I said a lot of things that needed to be said, and...
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cadence:
thank you! hope you're having a good weekend!
tex13:
Ruining something by saying it online is bad, but i agree with skeeve if thats all it takes to ruin it then it most likely would go wrong no matter what.
2 days, 3 doctors, almost $1200 spent. Yeah, this was painful. Productive, but painful. Fortunately, my trip to my family doctor wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be.
In other news, this is day 1 of my 5 day mini-vacation. Other than a movie, and a visit from khoos, it's just me, the summer weather, beer, the interwebs, and plenty of...
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In other news, this is day 1 of my 5 day mini-vacation. Other than a movie, and a visit from khoos, it's just me, the summer weather, beer, the interwebs, and plenty of...
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skeeve:
Get un-broke quick and come to Boston so we can have drunken debauchery in the streets.
It's 6:30 AM. This will be my day:
1- Work. Bleh
2- Doctor's appointment. This one has me a little worried, probably for nothing.
3- Come home.
I honestly have no idea if that list will get any longer. I could use the distraction.
Yesterday, I took baby_squid's advice and went out to buy stuff just because I could. I'd called in sick since...
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1- Work. Bleh
2- Doctor's appointment. This one has me a little worried, probably for nothing.
3- Come home.
I honestly have no idea if that list will get any longer. I could use the distraction.
Yesterday, I took baby_squid's advice and went out to buy stuff just because I could. I'd called in sick since...
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brightredscream:
If you would like mail from me - just message me with your info babe 
brightredscream:
Oh - and you're in very good hands - don't you forget it ♥
I AM doing the right thing aren't I? AREN'T I?
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Ok, enough doubt fo rnow. I've got a few friends who aren't doing so well right now, for various reasons. I'm going to make sure they're all ok before I start sinking into self doubt. If not for them, I'd probably be lapsing back into depresison right now.
There'll be plenty of time for...
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EDIT:
Ok, enough doubt fo rnow. I've got a few friends who aren't doing so well right now, for various reasons. I'm going to make sure they're all ok before I start sinking into self doubt. If not for them, I'd probably be lapsing back into depresison right now.
There'll be plenty of time for...
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brightredscream:
We're going to make sure that you do the right thing...one day at a time ♥
tex13:
Taking care of others always helps me get over my bad moments, and you have some awesome friends that will be a great help.
I'm having my usual Sunday night anxiety attack. It's mild, and nothing to worry about. I was telling a good friend earlier not to worry, because even my big attacks usually don't last beyond an hour. I take comfort in the fact that my week will include the following things:
1- Work only on Monday, Tuesday, and half of Wednesday. I then have off until...
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1- Work only on Monday, Tuesday, and half of Wednesday. I then have off until...
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brightredscream:
*loves*
<3
<3
skeeve:
Good point. I wasn't even thinking about what motivates people to drag out their drama other than the seemingly obvious (and by that I mean fallacious) cry for help. Some people do indeed use drama as a cry for attention. And they usually receive it. Negatively. That said, I love trying to help people, and I don't mind people bringing me their drama> However when I'm tired or not in the mood (it happens occasionally) it sucks because I'm totally not comfortable with telling them that I can't deal with their problems. As are most people I've found.
Anyway, good points dude.
Anyway, good points dude.
skeeve:
PG you dirty boy you. DId you get these done in your back alley clandestine thai surgeon's office as well? Let me guess, you were just trying to buy some alcohol and the menu confused you again?
BUY GOGGLES ALREADY!!!
BUY GOGGLES ALREADY!!!
It's TIME, bitches!
I've been waiting for over a year. I have a new hero.
I'm seeing the movie on Sunday, with my Homer shirt and boxers on (yes, I'll be wearing pants! I just don't have any Homer pants).
I also saw Transformers recently, and a friend of mine pointed out one really awesome line in the movie. I grew up with my parents...
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I've been waiting for over a year. I have a new hero.
I'm seeing the movie on Sunday, with my Homer shirt and boxers on (yes, I'll be wearing pants! I just don't have any Homer pants).
I also saw Transformers recently, and a friend of mine pointed out one really awesome line in the movie. I grew up with my parents...
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kas:
i believe you may commence creaming
dorsal:
transformers was awesome! and thank you for your sweet words
Ok, so in the spirit of my new easy-going mentality, I've decided I want to do somethng with my upcoming 5-day-off streak Aug 2, starting at 4, I have freedom from everything until Aug 7 at 11:45, when I go back to work. I want some ideas. ANY ideas. YOUR ideas.
Hit me.
PS: more pics of me coming soon, for those who have a...
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Hit me.
PS: more pics of me coming soon, for those who have a...
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brightredscream:
Falling...apart...
Seriously....
Seriously....
brightredscream:
You're too good to ME.
Thank you.
x x x
I owe you.
Thank you.
x x x
I owe you.
The problem is you have to eat the bread and salad also to be able to get the steak for free, your plan fails.