K so a bit over a month ago I had another gorgeous baby girl whom I love dearly... she has gorgeous wide eyes just like her daddy & I can already tell she's going to be a lil heartbreaker like her big sister XD I'm one proud mommy I've already been back down to my before- pregnancy weight of 114 so I don't think iLll have much of an issue getting back in shape once I'm given the go-ahead to exercise again.. . I may have a slight stretch mark or too but those will fade but ya know what? I really don't care (for those who disapprove) because I'm damn proud of the reason why I've got them.. I've got two amazing lil chicas to show for it & I'm definitely not ashamed of that!

So while right this moment posting a set would be out of the question, being due for my child within the next 5days... I am looking forward to posting a set as an OFFICIAL hopeful. I don't think I'll have too much of an issue getting back into shape I do have some set ideas in mind but am always willing to hear suggestions. anyone up to the task? What kind of set would YOU like to see from me?

Today started off as a shit day.. fallen on hard times as of late (car was impounded, couldn't afford rent & received a notice to vacate & our wheel almost fell off the damn car with my daughter inside) & I've been on bedrest since 5.5 months pregnant & am due any day.. I went to the hospital with contractions spiking off the moniter & a hellacious back pain you wouldn't believe.. I was sent home because "I could talk through a contraction as she was rehooking me to the moniter. Needless to say, I was furious & my car got punched up haha.. BUT now I'm laying here in bed (still in labor unfortunately) with my big girl watching cartoons she makes everything seem so much better than it is.. my life saver.. I can't wait to have my 2nd lil girl here on the outside since she's already trying to escape.. so then I can spoil them in free adventures in growing up in a fun loving (no matter how little we have) household. That, and so I can continue to pursue becoming a suicide girl, as I have passed the 1st part of the application, just have not been brave enough to submit a set... haha