rahnalthin

The Holidays have come and gone, and as usual thay haven't felt like childhood for years now. I had to work on Christmas day, so that kind of puts a damper on the experience as a whole. That's okay though.

Lately something in my mind has sparked, and an entirely new style of writing has graces my being, and I am enjoying it. I think...
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Still here, still living. Wondering when this is all going to feel normal again. So strange are the days that make you feel unlike yourself. Shocked into a state of illusion due to the fact that I take on so much change at once. "Wow" is an understatement. Some sleeve work will make me feel alive though. Off to the place of ink now to...
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Life has been CRAZY! I just bought a house, and that has been just insane. The process as a wholehas inspired so much anxiety that I think I gave myself a chronic case of acid reflux. I think that they make these things so complicated so that when you finish up the process, you are so fed up with dealing with legal shit that you...
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So much of me in this place is exhausted and confused. It's like visiting a fresh wound with a dull razor time and time again. It's even hard to hang on to the things that make me smile sometimes because the piles of emotional and mental rubble drown out the sunlight. I can't help but think that maybe I am being over analytical, but I...
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STEP OUTSIDE OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE AND WAKE THE FUCK UP!!

I wonder what the difference between a blessing and a curse could truly be. To be blessed means that you are ever aware of the curses that can haunt your life, and to be cursed means to be ever longing for a blessing to bring you salvation. So many people seeming out of their mind. What is truly going on there? Is it a haunting...
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Into some confused bliss I trod, only to emerge somehoew different, somehow changed. Somehow....alive.

I'm off for a 3 hour session on my sleeve, and I am full of all of the feelings the tattoos always bring you. Love to all of you out there, and I'm still walking this planet in sandaled feet, trying to hold my head high and see what is real....
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"A longing for the Divine is intrinsic in Homo Sapiens. (For all we know it is innate in squirrels, dandelions, and diamond rings, as well.) We approach the Divine by enlarging our souls and lighting up our brains. To expedite thos two things may be the mission of our existence.
Well and good. But such activity rins counter to the aspirations of commerce and...
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SO many months have passed. My body has grown ill and recovered. I feel an utter lack of motion. Monotony is the devil. I can't imagine what it would be like to not be bored with things for a while. I have been stuck in this stasis for WAY too long. I think that I need help busting out of this cage. Part of it...
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My god what a time it has been since I last posted.
And in the expanse of a sigh, he exclaims:

I saw the mountains and the snow, and in this I found turth and serenity.

I have gained the love and companionship from a canine named Saylie.

I have dipped into the realms of existence and found every facet and cavern of humanity only...
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This story is about a group of bohemians who manage to steal the mummified body of Jesus Christ from the catholic church, and may possibly change western civilization with the effect it might have on the ressurection theory. This section takes place in the roadside circus that the group lives in, one of the attractions being an "amber-fied" tsetse fly. This is after teh FBI...
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Well. It seems that the tides of life are trying to slow down to the winter;s pace, though I fight it tooth and nail. I keep trying to fill my days with things that are beneficial to my soul, and I'm starting to realize that being lazy is a habit that I am going to have to try very hard to break. It is a...
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