I'm so sorry for being absent lately. I fell into a dark place and needed to step away for a while. I want to thank everyone on here for continuing to support me and sending me so much love. I missed you all!
Anyone catch the AMAS last night?! I'm not usually one to watch awards shows but it was pretty kickass and celebrated amazing artists as well as made some of us realize our age with all the "20years ago" shit haha.... Big Shoutout to @skrillex , kicking ass and spreading love every where! It was great seeing you get your much deserved recognition and your words...
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@bloghomework from @missy @lyxzen
What better way to start off my favorite holiday week than to do some awesome fucking homework!!
What's my favorite horror movie?!?
Tie! House of 1000 Corpses and Devils Rejects! Throw Sherri Moon at me any day and my heart melts! And Sid Haig?!? Yeah, I'd fuck that clown!! Too much?! Well too bad! I keep him right by my bed!!...
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First let me start by letting everyone know how much I love you all! Yes, my photoset was removed. I was super disappointed with it's feedback and while I love to see me grow, it started to bum me out, so I asked for it to be removed. I'm still here though! I did stop shooting, hopefully one day that will change, but right now...
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Hey hey!! All suicidegirls and hopefulsuicidegirls, and kickass members. This years Blackheart burlesque is hitting baltimore ottobar October22 We need to promote and spreadtheword in the beautiful charmcity
I'm sgarmy captain of the Baltimore promoting and would love to gather as many troops as possible to get this spread. So if you're interested in participating PLEASE EMAIL ME at POLONIUMPOISON@YAHOO.com or modelassist@suicidegirls.com so we can
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I've joined Zivity and will be doing a lot on there. My set "Winter Tale" has released and I would love for anyone to go check it out.
I'm super stoked to be finally branching out. This Zivity set was shot by @e_nigma on the same day I shot my suicide girls set "bath time blues"
Due to the sun going down so...
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My First Job
@Bloghomework assignment @missy @lyxzen @rambo
When I was 15 I met my oldest daughters father, never went home, and started working.
I started working for Mommer's Diner as a hostess and waitress. It is still to this day the best job I've ever had. It was a quaint little diner in a small town called Brunswick. Everyone knew everyone and we were
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So it's time for me to play "ketchup" and do some @bloghomework , @lyxzen asked us to write about a skill we'd like to acquire.
Before I get into the homework, I'm gonna give a big apology for being somewhat absent on the site. I've had a lot going on behind the scenes and have been mentally shutting down. I'm still here, still love you...
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6/12: Share an experience from your past that helped shape you into the person you are today @bloghomework @missy @rambo
My whole life has been full of experiences that have made me the crazy dysfunctional person I am today.
One specific experience would have to be living in a motel with my mom and sister. It was a pretty rough patch in our lives but...
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@missy @rambo @bloghomework This week's topic: What would you wish for if a genie granted you 3 wishes?
It's so hard to limit it to 3!
I remember as a child owning an Aladdin genie bottle and I used to rub it and make wishes all of the time! Never once did it work but it was still fun. So if I could really have...
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