I am a FATHER, I am a POET, I am a VETERAN, I am a dark feeling in the depth of your soul that traps your mind in a state of depression after the love of your just jumped off a building in front of you....
I am a sign of peace destroyed by a blinding pain
I am the warm feeling that you get when blood runs down the side of your face and you smile cause you know it's not yours
I am the shiver through your thigh as you climax for the 7th time in the middle of your place of worship
I want to be the smile on your face as you walk down the isle looking at the love of your life
I am the tear in your eye as you watch your child grow and move on in life
I am the curse placed on your soul by your parents for their childish and ignorant ways growing up
I am the inspiration to kill
I am the inspiration to love
I want to be your inspiration to live
I am the tremble in your psychiatrist hand as they call to have your limp body removed out of their office
I am the warm hand wrapped in yours as we walk the cool evening beach in the Summer
I am the rock in the pit of your stomach as you tell your lover that you know they are cheating
I am the skipped heart beat as the hammer is pulled
I am the raised hairs on the back of your neck as your spine is kissed
I AM LOST