ok, so I'm back on SG. what does this mean?! it can only be...........destiny.
maybe i'm just happy to have a place to blog where every effin' person in my extended, intricate, and sometimes annoying, often overwhelming social network of friends won't have immediate access to what I'm writing. Anything I write online these days feels like a terrible show. Performance anxiety is, of course, not limited to bedroom antics and high school speech meets. So tra-la-la and good day to you all. I have a cactus named Fenrus and a penchant for ginger candy. I enjoy camping, frolicking, hot showers and hair-extensions.
maybe i'm just happy to have a place to blog where every effin' person in my extended, intricate, and sometimes annoying, often overwhelming social network of friends won't have immediate access to what I'm writing. Anything I write online these days feels like a terrible show. Performance anxiety is, of course, not limited to bedroom antics and high school speech meets. So tra-la-la and good day to you all. I have a cactus named Fenrus and a penchant for ginger candy. I enjoy camping, frolicking, hot showers and hair-extensions.
I have become hopelessly entagled in the most beautiful mind...
My synapeses, synaptic nerves, dendrites have become so entwined in it
My neurotransmitters are so awestruck they cant leave
I think theyre trapped. In a beautiful place,
A bright place,
Unable to unknot
Deatch.
(his heart beats there too. but not here.)
There are more nerve cells in the human brain than there are stars in the Milky Way.
++++++++++
"I am ungrateful? You call ME ungrateful? My life has been stolen from me. I'm living in a town I have no wish to live in... I'm living a life I have no wish to live... How did this happen? "
"What does it mean to regret when you have no choice? It's what you can bear. And there it is... It was death. I chose life. "
(Mrs. Dallaway said "She would buy the flowers herself. ")
My synapeses, synaptic nerves, dendrites have become so entwined in it
My neurotransmitters are so awestruck they cant leave
I think theyre trapped. In a beautiful place,
A bright place,
Unable to unknot
Deatch.
(his heart beats there too. but not here.)
There are more nerve cells in the human brain than there are stars in the Milky Way.
++++++++++
"I am ungrateful? You call ME ungrateful? My life has been stolen from me. I'm living in a town I have no wish to live in... I'm living a life I have no wish to live... How did this happen? "
"What does it mean to regret when you have no choice? It's what you can bear. And there it is... It was death. I chose life. "
(Mrs. Dallaway said "She would buy the flowers herself. ")
food in feels strange in my stomach.
thank god for friends.
my stomach hurts.
mystomachhurtsmystomachhurts.
thank god for friends.
my stomach hurts.
mystomachhurtsmystomachhurts.
the only way to counter an exodus is a pilgrimage.
from the Land of 10,000 carcinogenic lakes.
predictability, instability, rockabilly, responsibility, irreplaceability...
from the Land of 10,000 carcinogenic lakes.
predictability, instability, rockabilly, responsibility, irreplaceability...
