My music store isn't working. Unless it's my computer. You can't purchase and download anything. And I have 37 tracks and you can only acess or play 9 of them.

Then it's my computer damnit! Which means I have to get my computer fixed. And that's all I need - to spend more money!!!

I'm sorry I haven't any new poem to share with SG, pippobau. I know you love my poetry. Maybe I could dig up an old one. I, quite frankly, was disappointed when I put my music store up and it received so little interest.
My health has been very bad ever since I fell down in the shower. And it makes it difficult for me to do anything.
I was(am) worried that it's my computer and may spread to the rest of it. But I was just talking to my friend Jeremy and he thinks it has nothing do with my computer and he will try and stop by.

oh thanks for commenting
U too have fun and a nice end of week

Well, it isn't completely gone... not even after 7 months. It's hard to let go of someone when it wasn't a bad break-up, you know? I think my trying to keep too busy is helping a bit. I'm going back to school (for the purpose of looking for a newer higher paying job), reading a lot more, and also writing a lot (journals and or poetry = mostly about the ex) to get whatever is in my head out into the open (somewhat). So by dealing with the ex by writing and by keeping my mind and body involved in other things I'm slowly coping. It's been quite the bumpy ride, though. It was only like two weeks ago that I stopped having such extreme emotional outbursts related to missing my ex and the past 7 months have been up and down like a horrific roller coaster that hasn't yet stopped for a break.

Ahh... such is the life. I'm trying though. Maybe one day I'll get there. This is my first experience of really missing someone after a long relationship so... I'm just figuring things out as days go by. Each day is a new day to figure out some other path to take to get by. But good luck to you in your endeavors! Time and effort, my friend... time and effort. It'll all work out in the end.

I understand what you mean. I'd love to share my new aspirations with my ex. I've been working out, losing weight, working on getting that higher paying job, and all kinds of things that caused a few rifts within the relationship in the first place. Well, mainly the problems affected ourselves and eventually seeped into our relationship. Not having a great job and crappy pay doesn't help with confidence or being able to spend time out with a lady, therefore it affected my way of thinking and in turn messed with the relationship. So yeah, I'm improving myself in quite a few ways and I kind of still hope that one day she'll want to come experience all the changes with me.
So I see what you mean. I'd love for my new found glory to be shared with the one I loved so much!

Heck yeah, dreams are sweet... especially when it involves SG ladies!
Then again, I'm a dreamer so the parts I do remember I tend to keep with me.
If they're realistic enough sometimes I forget they were dreams a long time ago... they just seem so real.
Too bad that one had no realism whatsoever... if only I were such a ladies man AND had a few SGs to constantly hang around.

Good luck with your love life!!!
Jeremy promised me a featured reading on my birthday too. My birthday is Sep. 10. He still hasn't been over to help me with my computer. He is very busy.

Thanks for the set comment and friend request.

I really dig your story as well.
Lars

I tried to put you in my top friends but my computer or SG won't let me.

Well, htank you!

hahahaha it would be great!!! the problem is that Wensday is thin and small...im tall....and not particulary thin hahahaha thx anyways!!

Haha! Forgot abvout the All Saints girl group take on Under the Bridge!

Didn't they leave out the end - youknow, the part where they actually say "Under the bridge" in an apparent reference to suicide, murder or IV drug use?

Anyway, I do that song when I play solo electric (and sometimes acoustic) because the tone on the guitar on a live version I heard was so similar to The Wind Cries Mary and it works musically seguing one into the other.