It's snowing, heeeee. i love snow. going to put on warm clothes and go dance in it now.
Time to make a list of things i want to do and places i want to see in 2009. oh and books to read, always need new books to read 
whew. they had layoffs where i work and i'm still standing...with way more work but i'm thankful regardless. it's frustrating in that i finally felt like things were going the way they need to for me to feel like i belonged there and now it's all disrupted. and as always, the fear that there will be another round. at least i've still got a couple of my closest work buddies around to joke with, lunch with and laugh with.
holidays...hurry up, i need a vacation
holidays...hurry up, i need a vacation
loving the show true blood. loving the unintentional funny of twilight. i mean, this is the skin of a killa, hahahahaha. not loving work tomorrow...oh well
camping with NiCr0 was the best
. go red sox. haha. i'm back home, real world and all that. it's hard. you want life to be one way and you're not in control of it all. i don't feel like i have control of anything anymore. i don't know if that's good or bad i just know i'm not used to the feeling. i have change coming that i know is going to be good and i have change coming that i know will be some of the hardest stuff i've had to deal with in a long time but it's for a good reason. maybe i'm just scared.
i've been working way too hard this week...like real work and not the IT cush shit i normally do. it's been fun, less annoying people around and all. just kicking back waiting for camping now. hee. camp on bitches...



