I got my hard drive back today!!!! Safe and sound!!!!!The only annoying that annoys me is that it's in read only format!!! Who the hell buys a read only format for $139??? Bullshit!!! But other than that.....YAY!!!!! So now the couple can rest. I'm not telling them I've received my hard drive till Saturday. Why? Because if I tell them today they'll probably want me...
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headlessbill:
Woo-hoo!
I quit borders. Couldn't be more excited about that if I would've just stopped showing up. I put in my two weeks noticed. Yah, I haven't updated in so long because my parents cut the internet off. So now I'm at my apartment, which I no longer live, well officially after this month, updating.
So yah, still trying to figureout what I'm doing with my...
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niobe:
Happy Birthday! 
headlessbill:
Happy B-day.
I keep thinking about next year. I have no money for school, I don't wanna take out a student loan, but maybe I could just do one this year and save up money for next year. But then, what if I don't get a student loan? Blah. I wanna open up that studio, but I'm afraid it might fail. I need to start working on...
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headlessbill:
Chabot supposedly has a great photography program. I know Carrie looked into attending at one point.
weston:
As Lissom said, sorry to hear that'll you'll be off the net/SG 
Hopefully it will work out better for you than it did for me...My parents go through phases where they limit my access to the computer, but I just find other ways to distract myself
We all have fears of failure whenever we attempt something...But as the saying goes: those who risk, win. Just have to take the chance and do your best to make things work.
Hopefully it will work out better for you than it did for me...My parents go through phases where they limit my access to the computer, but I just find other ways to distract myself
We all have fears of failure whenever we attempt something...But as the saying goes: those who risk, win. Just have to take the chance and do your best to make things work.
I'm very bipolar. At 4 p.m I'm thinking about dancing and having fun. The next hour I'm thinking about how I have no friends, nobody calls me, and how I should start drinking so I can drown my sorrows. Oh boy.
I also start thinking that maybe, we as a society, put to much value on friendship and camaraderie. What's so bad about being alone?...
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I also start thinking that maybe, we as a society, put to much value on friendship and camaraderie. What's so bad about being alone?...
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nspark:
I agree on that one.
I don't have too many friends since i've moved, and I rather enjoy it. There's much less drama this way.
I don't have too many friends since i've moved, and I rather enjoy it. There's much less drama this way.
weston:
Thanks 
Yea, I value my solitude as well. The biggest problem I have with being alone is that it gives me too much time to think, which usually results in me being depressed...Having friends around keeps me distracted
Yea, I value my solitude as well. The biggest problem I have with being alone is that it gives me too much time to think, which usually results in me being depressed...Having friends around keeps me distracted
Tuesday was crazy. I hate my manager sooooo much. He is so rude. I was talking to Matt on my fifthteen and he goes "Can you not talk to employees while they're working. They have other things to do than talk to you." I was so mad. How dare he, a manager, who's suppose to be more mature, talk to me like that. And he...
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Alright, so I think I've laid out the plan for the next five years of my life. Maybe more.
Next year I will start a photography studio. Specializing in creative photography for people who want to become models. Helping them get their portfolios together.
In two years after that I will start a graphic design company.
In between all of this I will be networking...
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Next year I will start a photography studio. Specializing in creative photography for people who want to become models. Helping them get their portfolios together.
In two years after that I will start a graphic design company.
In between all of this I will be networking...
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iseult:
You seem really focused and driven, so I can see no reason why you wouldn't make a resounding success of yourself. I wish you all the best. 
weston:
Thank you! That picture seemed like it took forever for me to make though...It has been, like four months, since I've sat done and actually took some time with a piece. It is pretty similar to the original, so it wasn't too difficult. But changing watercolor (I think) shading to my own style was a pain in the ass 
It is good to see that you are developing a plan. I hope everything works out!
It is good to see that you are developing a plan. I hope everything works out!
Wow. I'd never needed a cell phone up until last night so badly. Last night my friend Jordin decided to stick around an hour after her shift so I could get a ride to S.F with her. So after my shift was over she gave me a ride to my parents house to get my keys to the apartment. Then we stopped at Jordin's house...
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headlessbill:
Too bad I don't have any more stuff to show at the moment. I don't want to start editing stuff together knowing that I'll just end up editing it again if I get more people interested in being interviewed.
I hope this lull ends soon.
BTW, I've been locked out of one of my apartments before. I had the key to get in, but my roommates chained the door. A hard shove fixxed that problem though. I was actually rather amused when they woke me up in the morning because they thought someone broke into the apartment. They were rather red-faced when I told them it was me and they had chained the door on me and didn't respond to my knocking or yelling their names.
I hope this lull ends soon.
BTW, I've been locked out of one of my apartments before. I had the key to get in, but my roommates chained the door. A hard shove fixxed that problem though. I was actually rather amused when they woke me up in the morning because they thought someone broke into the apartment. They were rather red-faced when I told them it was me and they had chained the door on me and didn't respond to my knocking or yelling their names.
Wow. I'd never needed a cell phone up until last night so badly. Last night my friend Jordin decided to stick around an hour after her shift so I could get a ride to S.F with her. So after my shift was over she gave me a ride to my parents house to get my keys to the apartment. Then we stopped at Jordin's house...
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Sometimes when I watch episodes of the Tyra Banks show I get annoyed by her. It seems like she'll only have people on her show sometime just so she can make her self seem better than they are. Like when she had these women who worked in brothels, she'd make snide remarks and then turn to the audience and make a face like the women...
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iseult:
I think Tyra Banks is attempting to appeal to the middle-classes by trying to distinguish herself from all the other professions where one 'sells one's body' when maybe she should credit people's intelligence and stop pretending. I doubt you'll be the last person to be alienated by her 'Holier-than-thou' attitude. It's shame really because she does seem like a smart cookie, successful production company and all.
The wedding photography sounds like a good idea; good luck.
The wedding photography sounds like a good idea; good luck.
weston:
Thanks Slowly starting to draw seriously again 
To be honest...I don't like Tyra Banks in general
I think you should definitely look into being a wedding photographer, or assistant, or w/e...It should be a great experience for ya
Slowly starting to draw seriously again
To be honest...I don't like Tyra Banks in general
I think you should definitely look into being a wedding photographer, or assistant, or w/e...It should be a great experience for ya
Let's see. I guess it's tie for another "what am I gonna do with my life" update. I'm starting to become a stereotype. If there's anything I'm certain about it's these following these.
I want to become a famous photographer and accomplish the following things:
1) Start my own photography magazine.
2) Become a world renowned fashion photographer.
3) Publish never before seen projects I've...
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I want to become a famous photographer and accomplish the following things:
1) Start my own photography magazine.
2) Become a world renowned fashion photographer.
3) Publish never before seen projects I've...
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iseult:
Admirable ambitions! Good luck with everything. From what I've seen of your photography so far, your future looks really promising!
Maybe it'll help if you don't look at the needle as it's going it?
Maybe it'll help if you don't look at the needle as it's going it?
So I've been practicing, it's only been two days, but still I've been practicing every day for two days. Yesterday there was this Charlie Brown book on the registers so I kept trying to draw it. It's like the first one was good, and then the more I drew the worse it came out. Maybe I was concentrating to hard or something. It was a...
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weston:
lol...That picture made me laugh
I hate when people drop that "Who's to say what's right and wrong?" line. It is common sense...You shouldn't need someone to tell you...
I understand what your friend is saying, but he picked a horrible topic to argue for, as there isn't any justification for racial slurs, and lines like that should never be crossed
I hate when people drop that "Who's to say what's right and wrong?" line. It is common sense...You shouldn't need someone to tell you...
I understand what your friend is saying, but he picked a horrible topic to argue for, as there isn't any justification for racial slurs, and lines like that should never be crossed
eccentric:
Love the pics you have up! i model outside of SG and am a jhopeful. I've a had a number of sad rejects, but i'm willing to shoot for you if you want to give it a go. I am in Santa Cruz right now...send me a message. Is there anywere i can look at your work online?
I hate pap smears.
That was probably the worst experience I've ever had at a dr.'s office. I think i rather have cervic cancer than go back. It sucked, and the worst part is that I have to go back in two months to try again. Uh I hate it! I'm just so angry. Why did it hurt? What the hell were those things? Aren't...
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That was probably the worst experience I've ever had at a dr.'s office. I think i rather have cervic cancer than go back. It sucked, and the worst part is that I have to go back in two months to try again. Uh I hate it! I'm just so angry. Why did it hurt? What the hell were those things? Aren't...
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nspark:
Super cute!! I'm sorry about your bad experience, it's never hurt me before, maybe your body is more sensitive than mine?
Try to relax, just know in the end a pap could save your life.
I thought about my entry after I saved it, I was like "damn, that rhymes!", I was wondering if I should change it because I felt like a damn dork, but i'm lazy, so of course I left it!
Try to relax, just know in the end a pap could save your life.
I thought about my entry after I saved it, I was like "damn, that rhymes!", I was wondering if I should change it because I felt like a damn dork, but i'm lazy, so of course I left it!