im in a cage for the most i can do is get a smoke and wait till my next big hit or just wonder around the house for the next hour listening to the cure or until i can get some sleep i can do some stuff that will make me want to go back to drugs but i guess its better keeping myself clean for the rest of my life its not the time to go and spend the little money i have and be as geek as one can be ...
sure there are plenty of cute girls that i cross in the streets but i think its more sickness to come then to excpect something wonderfull that could hapend you know if life is guessing what the other can say in response of what you wish its more likewise then to find someone real ugly or most of time terribly stupid to tell you what is going on in this world but for starters there is always pain no doubt about it ...
i could watch the moon today and it felt great one can say theres already people living there as much you can imagine in a future near by its more dramatic then to say i am bored and sick of not been able to get throught a day whitout been a center of attention its random i know but you get the fact that its not what i say more then what could come out of it by been in a lonoely place ...
my room is what i have and its more then been downtown in a club or a pub a coffee shop or on the streets hiting the metro after seriously found out you can only taste some of this world by letting yourself bring joy intro your heart its more then to meet someone on a fine day and be sure you will last a year or two i rather not talk about it but laughs is what i like the most i hate to not be able to do something good in a day or fight for justice or just be plain stupid i guess i havent go throught a hard day but its ok like that i can't figure out how i am going to live real old or just be able to rest for to most i can say maybe this is the wrong place
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camilth:
hey thx for add <3
pelelarun:
your welcome