hai again i havent post something realy serious lately but here it goes beck is coming to montreal you know what singer who has began doing alternative rock since the 90s who has many songs who seem to repeat themself like no one cares about his music well he is now playing in montreal and i dont recall him coming to montreal or otherwise i would had gone to one of his concert i was so desperate to see him i almost wanted to go to the usa to one of his tour but now it all good ill probably will get a ticket then ask someone to come whit me and watch him live play his awesome songs im not sure thought if i can imagine how this concert is going to be ive been watching some live videos of him and well most of the people at his concert seem so weird and not giving much to make it into a good show im just bashing here coz i dont realy evar saw a bad concert i saw weezer on the pinkerton tour they played songs from the blue album and pinkerton and placebo did the first part i saw the smashing pumpkins 3 times bjork radiohead beastie boys cannibal corpse chemical brothers underworld daft punk pink floyd yeah yeah yeahs foo fighters ruby interpol catherine i think thats it i want to see napalm death some grindcore bands and virgin mega whore im not sure if beck comes in first place but i just want to enjoy this show coz napalm death and cannibal corpse is in 3 weeks beck the cure new order is in 2 months all this in montreal well besides going to grunge nightclubs having a girlfriend and concerts i couldnt imagine having a better life of things i have done in my life ah yeah nice cloth a nice hair cut and bashing ppl who seem to know everything whitout even trying to fullfilles there life whit something realy important im not saying its becoz we all know what it is to grow up coz i lived all my life outside my native country and its a huge difference i realize when i went back to where i was born after 14 years and stayed there only 9 months to come back to this fuck hole whit dumb ppl a lazy town and kids who dont seem to care for knowledge its weird thought coz its all french and english plenty of black people chinese and spanish and yet i dont get the point to talk whit someone who tries endlessly to make me think things i dont want to think about im not even sure if can tell you that i was so damn high the last 18 years doing drugs i went to buy heroin and yet im not sure what to tell you its the most terrible thing to know how to make it into a day and then tell you your dumb fuck school

i got my final thought i think its nice to be nasty but not to go spend my money all over again coz i forgot to love someone so i just got a nice hair cut

i realy dont know what to write ive been avoiding people since i can recall knowing i was alone in this world maybe left to mary someone realy special but no it takes more then what hapends only in this world just watch the stars listen a good song go downtown stay there a couples of hours then forget you never actualy thought about anyone else the way you do now for strangers that might even enjoy having drugs taken once a day or twice then if it occures to someone let me know im not sure about getting high this summer its seems a terrible idea one becoz it turns out i have lost contact whit me friends and its cool like that and becoz im starting to realize my psychiatrist might be some loser taken out from university to tell me all about what this country is about i know im living here but that doesnt mean to hook up to every little thing that can occure to the liviing area im in im pretty sure i know lots of places in this town its near new york philadelphia boston and well i tenderly let you know what im all about in my blogs im just not thinking in getting high this summer i might but i wont i prefer get some random idea about a girl who is cute anought to bring things to this site like a kindly purpose the none habitant of this town have brought up lately laughts laughts laughts and more laughts about the idiots who wont think about anyone else then get laid every fucking day or realy rich people trying to sell tickets to space to somebody who tried becoming a astronaut what the fuck its all realy makeing sense to me as soon as i left my country like 15 years ago do the math i didnt brought back from argentina a gurlfriend to come live whit me here where i live how fucking strange is that !!!!!!what i mean is that sex is awesome been on drugs and listening to weezer maybe for like a whole hour since im verry busy hapend in my life but thats not what im all about or am i o.O im not sure anymore i have 2 cute friends who r female and well honestly they are gorgeous ... post done im back to go listen some music

when i came to america this is a show i did watch coz i did fallow it in switzerland awesome

i saw no cute gurl today its lame and worthless living like this oh no i remember i might go to new york this summer or not other then that im tired sick and maybe if i could take this summer off to think about things that mather like my life i wont becoz im pretty sure i will have to make it into a certain point where i am going to try to enjoy the little things like a walk to the park a ride whit my dad and tell him how much i care about not having found yet the way of letting go all my lazy memories

i have a crush on a girl who is mad whit me its starts terribly wrong

a farewell for me today i did hit my half of my 35th year and i did enjoy as much of i could while i was a teenager and a young adult of complete freedom no wonder im not maried

ill levae this album to take care of me while i sleep

u don't know what hapend to me i just saw a video of the greatest actor from argentina and the best player of the whole world who is from argentina the actor is jorge porcel or '' gordo porcel '' and the player is diego maradona or '' pelusa '' here is the video

my team won sunday a game again they wont go to second division these past 5 years the 3 greatest team in argentina did fight to stay in first division no big ilusions lately and well if u did fallow futbol from argentina like i did all my life well since i was born argentina should have won all the world cups since then they won in 1978 in 1986 because of maradona and they had the best players to make a selecion for the team of argentina i guess futbol has become something i can realy rely on just not to persuade everyone to watch it but i can scream a goal when i make one or watch one from argentina and it makes me feel terribly happy unsecure of what can hapend to me look for the things that are made to stay well thats about that im just glad and happy i saw this actor while i was going throught my day at home

well ... i got up today and im not sure what to do i was up a little didnt get to stay awake and profit of the good weather we had here during the night i like when when theres a hot day of spring then u wake up during the night and do whatever u do while everyone has gone from dynamic turd relationships to serious pain of living in a city of plenty of streets that you never realy get to know things change a lot i realize it

when i travel theres always something awesome to do but i guess im not a indoor person anymore or maybe i am but i feel like sharing it outside downtown or when i go to some friends house i havent tried all i can but my thoughts are verry clear like been always trying to figure out how to become realy nice to girls is not even a part of me i want to talk about i lament sometimes when you get in argument whit a stranger coz you

dont have nothing realy to tell him besides let him know you just are tired and you want to get back home and forget he did even exist its rare to walk a lot then have to pass someone in the streets like u are just giving up on the fact your pretty sure your going to here about it in some freaking tv show or in your neighboorhood at least its like u have to go to the grocery store and realize you forgot your money and check whit the guy behind the counter if hes still going to have the same products when your going to come back in 30 minutes life has become more then exciting im pretty sure the usual has made me be more of a guy who doesnt have to stand stupid ugly people pathetic losers manly womens then be whit a cute girl and be like telling her all sorts of stuff that im pretty sure she is going to forget it ...

its the end of my life yesssshhh i had it whit freaking storys whit my friends about how to live your life i got it you know time and girls and futbol and food has made me think that next time ill be awake during night im going to just get up drink some maté ( tea from argentina ) and then surender to something realy awesome like a book or just a girlfriend ... see you around