Never on here much at all, anymore. Went to put flowers on my father's grave with my mom, sister, and my nephew today. Yesterday was the 8 year anniversary of when he took his life. It's still not any easier, but I no longer hold onto any feelings of anger about it. I wish it hadn't happened, but in a way I completely understand and accept his decision. I realize that being angry about it for so long was selfish on my part. It was nice to spend the entire day with my family. I might just have to start logging on here, more than once or twice every couple of months, until my account expires. Still not sure if I'm going to renew or not.

I never get on here anymore...never really get on the interwebs much anymore, really. Not a lot going on, lately. Got to see mc chris for the first time about a month or two ago. The show was a blast. Can't wait to see that guy again. Just heard that the Red Hot Chili Peppers will be in Memphis in Feb. Definately going to catch that show.............well......yeah (Lumberg).

Skyrim.....that is all I've be doing lately.

Never on here anymore...account is good through August of next year. Went ahead and canceled it after that. May or may not uncancel it. I guess it just depends if I start logging on or not.

Haven't been on the site in a while, over a month. Things have been kind of shitty lately. Been stuck in this weird dark funk, but trying not to let that bother me anymore. Looking forward and trying to stay positive. Well.....yep, that's about it. =0)

Blahg, blahg, blahg......nothing interesting going on lately. Just chillin and living life.

Blah.

God-fucking-dammit! Feeling pretty pathetic right now. I've been spending time with a lady friend for the past couple of months, who wasn't looking for a serious relationship....let myself start crushing on her pretty fucking hard, then tonight, AFTER a date, was told she was KINDA seeing someone else and didn't see this going anywhere. The worst part is, I'm not even mad....just heart-broken (by no fault but my own) and naive for asking her out tonight when I had a feeling shit was fucked. Thank the fuck christ I have enough Spiced Jack, PBR, and Lightnin' Hopkins to pass the fuck out tonight.

Enjoying life.

Been spending a lot of time with someone the past 2 weeks. It all started when I sent out an open invite on facebook for someone to go see Your Highness with me. She came out, and we had a fun. The movie was hilarious. That was on the 16th. The Wednesday after that we went to the comedy club. Another movie two days later, and tons of text messages. Didn't really think about it before, but there is definately something here. Going to open mic at the comedy club again Wednesday night to see her brother perform. I definately see this going somewhere. I'm glad it happened too. The 19th was the anniversary of my dad's passing, and I always get really down this time of year. It's nice to have nice thoughts to combat the sad ones. On and btw the 2nd movie we saw was Incideous or whatever.....hilarious!