paroxysmiclove

Hehehe...been there Love. Just roll with it, things will get better...or shittier...whatever you want...

OOOMMMMGGGGG!!! i misseseses you muches!!! once things get settled around here i'm gonna get back online and let ya know all about the hell that's been my life. All i can say at this moment is that I can now say that there's little in my life that doesn't live up to the average cliche' of a 20-something single woman...

i wanted to. don't get me wrong. but i considered him a friend. more importantly, his roomate, one of my best friends, who was standing in the room, was his best friend, ex, and general person who would always carry a flame for him. and i couldn't do that to her.

also, relish that feeling as long as possible. is this going to happen again?

jealous....

hahahahaha. Niobe beat to what i was gonna say. maybe if i read faster. yeah
bush = all things dark and blank

agreed. also, thank you. and i know i feel the seame thing when i see my.... him. i just didn't think it would be a friend. even though my him was my best friend. just confusing i suppose. but i do appreciate it. that was the point of this post that was supposed to be a lot shorter i shut up now

Thank you!

ummm...some of us can't really remember high school. okay by some i mean me and like, three other people here.

awww, how'd i miss that last entry?
don't be depressed, hon. go torture the new girl some more instead...heh.

xoxoxoxooxoxoxxo

I can't tell ya who she is, she may read your journal, too! let's just say that she's super-smart, super-cute and super-far away, so i'd probably never get the chance to bend my rules for her!

Yay fun weekend sweetness. I never saw My Fair Brady....gotta check it out!

umm - glad you've staunched the bleeding.


i'm soooo glad i'm a guy, i couldn't handle the whole bleeding from the crotch thing

so... what the hell have you been up to in saukville?

ummm. yer not gonna wait to post again til yer bleeding again are ya?
how's it goin?

Yay......Your the greatest!

Wow, I hope you are all better soon. Then you can really enjoy the Vics!

grrrrrrr baby are you ok! Yikes....stop makin Cin worry!

really fucking tired? or really tired from fucking??

OOH Pizza!!! I'm gonna go get pizza now!! or sushi. Or maybe a steak. Yeah, I'm hungry for food right now, too

no sweets, I'm not speaking as someone who judges, I'm speaking as someone who has gone through the intensity that comes from being in a relationship with defined and undefined borders, and how much it has hurt me and my former partner. I'm still reeling from it, and I thought that maybe you could benefit from the wisdom I attained from making decisions in my life that were not necessarily beneficial to myself or to people that I care about. I truly did not mean to offend, and if I have I apologize... I'm just trying to pass along whatever advice I can to you that will prevent you from hurting yourself and your boyfriend. See, I have become enlightened about open/closed relationships since I had one, and I know how much you can ask for in one and where you should stop.

Hey, I'm sorry you're feeling like shit. Those crushes you mentioned in your earlier post are totally healthy and harmless dude. Embrace 'em.

Well be glad u weren't there! It was hot as hell, until they opened up the roof of the stadium. Bon Jovi The Amazing wasn't so amazing. What a schmuck! and don't get me started with the beer! Or lack there of.

sorry you feel bad wish i could do somthin. just ask and i will try.

hop eyou have a better day and well kinda off the subject but niiiiiiiiice ass.