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So I feel like I should take a cue from Naima and get down my feelings on some of the things that have been going on in our life lately.

There have been happenings that are more "surface" events. I'm puttering around going to job interviews and sending out resumes. We got a new bed. Naima got a brand new Prius. It's red and it's...
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vanish:
We talk, and if jealousy appears, we love.

that is so beautiful.

the one thing i don't hear you mentioning is that like most fantasies, idealism comes into play. it may seem like more people could be awesome, but i think that is balanced out with equal if not more problems.

also, as it is true that once you "do it" you can't go back, in the sense of you can't undo the experience, or what you did, it doesn't mean that you can't necessarily go back to monogamy, if you find that is what you want. as honest and as much love as it appears to be with you two, i don't see much going wrong, just never quit tending to the honesty and love. like any path left neglected, the weeds will grow. which seems to me may be what happened with the couple you knew before.

i don't think you necessarily need to decide now, once and for all! you know?
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Wow. It's been a month since I've written.

Things have settled around here, somewhat. The head clutter I was experiencing a few weeks ago has evaporated. I'm still drawing, still painting; we've decided to redecorate the living room and I'm filling the wall space with my paintings.

And I'm engaged. It's been so long since I was here that it seemed I'd already mentioned it....
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riz:
Congrats on getting engaged!!!! I'm super happy for you!!
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I had a bit of a harrowing self-realization this weekend. It's time to decide if this attempt to be a professional artist is going to flop or fly. I am going to publicly record my agenda/tentative schedule/motivational itinerary. If I don't hold up my end of the bargain, the only person I have to blame is myself. It's time to stop allowing lack of action...
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kizz:
the first step to making a dream come true is making me my bible with naked girls on it. smile

This is a nice blog. But everything I want to say sounds cheesy. So I'll just advise you to get cracking on that bible.
barny:


I will not be afraid of making bad art.



*nods* i like it.... can i make it into a badge? u want one!!!

sounds like a great plan... i have one kinda similar but not as concrete cos it just wont work...

i need to hit my weak points face on but its so hard... good luck

RAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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poopy:
smile
tarnish:
thats really cool. reminds me of the beatles for some reason.
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naima:
I really like the reasons for this card. This one is going to look awesome when finished, Love.
riz:
It was awesome when we were together cause it'd always make me laugh and then we'd go at it, but now that we're not together it's not so awesome. mad I wish he'd just dump her if he's so unhappy with her.
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I hope I didn't offend anyone with my last blog entry. Really, I was vicariously responding to this by-line I'd seen - something about the evils of the 'bi-coastal elite" - in an article I'd seen on a politically conservative blog while I was doing a little research to settle a debate about handguns and concealed carry laws. I didn't mean to give anyone the...
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tarnish:
city of heroes/villians has the best character maker ever. In fact, i'd say it was too good, since I actually spent twice as much time creating characters as I did playing the games. I sincerely hope you can get over that block and show them your mad skills, hehe. It would be an amazing opportunity and I'm sure you're deserving of it.

I have had the biggest creative block of my life for the past few years. And I mean it, I am no where near as creative as I once was. I used to write poetry, and stories, and essays, and songs, and play guitar, and draw, and..... ya know. Jack of all trades, master of none, but I enjoyed them all immensely. I would love to get back that urge, but i just dont feel it like I used to. I dont feel like I have much to say that hasn't already been said, or do that hasnt been done.

And after reading your last post, I can say that you have actually brought up a point that I hadn't considered, at least not the way you put it. There isnt anything wrong with people wanting the best from themselves or for themselves. I've never really considered myself an elitist in any way, but I don't think I strive for or am even generally "ok" with mediocrity. I just kind of got myself into a rut, and feel a sick sense of loathing for those who seem to have found their path, and set their goals. heh. It's jealousy, I know. But that's not the typical type of elitism that I encounter. I'm really not a fan of those who are so into what they are into that they are completely unaccepting of anyhthing even remotely different. That they've completely closed their minds to the prospect of something new. Selling video games, i encounter a lot of people who would be labeled elitists(most label themselves that way) and they usually also classify as fanboys/girls. The xbox360/ps3 rivalry is pretty funny. It's like mac and PCs. Only not as thieving. hehe. I just think that in order to really know what's better, you should weigh all the options, not just what brand it is, or what company makes it.

sorry for the uber long post. I'm a bit stoned. smile
naima:
Lololololololol

You're in the Straight Edge group? Are you suddenly giving up your affair with Jager n Jack?



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Today, I read a person referring to another person as an "elitist". It's a label I get stuck with a lot. People sometimes think I have unfair expectations of the people around me. I don't think that's true at all. My expectations may be high, but I don't want anything out of anyone else that I don't first want out of myself. I don't understand...
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drorpheus:
I'm happy being mediocre, but then, I'm retarded
naima:
I think we all have our mediocre moments.
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Well, unfortunately, due to a computer error, I'm not going to be able to finish my drawing, apparently. It's been somewhat discouraging. Tomorrow we'll see what we can do to get back on track.

Night!
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This is a piece I'm going to be working on the next few days as part of a portfolio I'm putting together to shop around here in the valley. I want to someday become a tattoo artist, but working as a concept art guy at one of the local studios to pay bills until then isn't that bad a gig. Anyhow, here's the base lineart,...
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brisette:
That's pretty cool. I'm assuming it's like a huge back piece or something...
drorpheus:
that reminds me, I will NEVER set a scene in one of my comics in a cathedral. EVER
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Finally got around to finishing up the flash commission for a friend.

http://img85.imageshack.us/img85/5629/noxxfinishtq0.jpg

Enjoy, and I hope someone is going down on you right this second.
steven:
I'd like to single you out for some fucking praise. Respect.

Also, your flash is excellent. Very oni, great colours.