nimbusfool

These are some of my favorite quotes-

I certainly have an aim of my own, but you must permit me to keep silent about it. G.I. Gurdjieff to P.D. Ouspensky

"A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the...
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First hit when I searched chaos magick blog+++

you get my half formed argument from a completely different topic -

in saecula saeculorum

"Instilling guilt in followers is an excellent method to keep them in the pews." -- this makes me wonder- Here is a quick definition of guilt: "the fact of having committed a breach of conduct especially violating law and involving a penalty"-...
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I haven't been on here in a long time and so I've been cleaning everything up. My profile was really out of date! Ok, this Israel Regardie mantra playing on my computer is either going to enlighten me or make me flip my wig. I have to go back to the repo - the genetic opera soundtrack. I seriously can't get enough of that movie....
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Almost done moving, almost out of the woods. Life is the most wonderful thing in the entire world. Be my dance partner-

I have to grow old and die some day, so I'll tell you now- I love you. Always and forever.

So nice to be feeling better but still good to have the day off work. It is a miserable day outside, the ice and snow melting slowly to a cold drizzling rain. The wind is whipping against the house in gusting swirls. Its good to be under a warm blanket listening to a thriller book on tape. Dean Koontz definatly has a way with words.

so its 2:47 AM and I have no idea why I'm up and awake still. Oh wait- I can hear her clomping around my house in heels. Whats the fun of liquid hydrocodine if you can't share it with your friends. I haven't eaten much in the last couple days and I can't taste anything. Not being able to taste is such a bummer.

My...
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Call me wooze master delux- because I am tipsy! So apparently if you have a cough and it lasts for about a month it can turn into a highly infectious lung infection(HILI not to be confused with GILI). I spent a total of two hours with my sister today if even that long and she started to cough and get the head cold. Its a...
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first- happy new year- new year new life. I had an epic night, epic to the point of earning a new nickname.

It's almost 5pm and I'm still a little hung-over from last night. It was a very epic night- started off drinking with my sexy friends. Lets just say that I had already thrown up by the time I was prefunking with them and...
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have yet to get out of bed today- one of those lazy sundays where you recover from all the beer ingested the night before. We did drink our fill. I never noticed it before but it is really funny being the only guy hanging out with a bunch of girls. My friend, she is torn over what to do about this guy she likes and...
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Tonight is the end of an era and if I was drinking I would toast because as sad as I could be about my close (since 1st grade) friends moving away- I can't help but remember, when one era ends another begins. So I think I will take this opportunity to reinvent my self. Who do I want to be and what do I want...
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Treasured moments
Small town love affair carnival ride
Drunk tumbling laughter
Endless moments
Hair in my eyes popcorn question
A kiss worth a million more
Place found in bedside residence
The best view in the world
Sides shared bodies held tightly
Toe step skinny-dip into love
Palpitation pause
The first time you walked out my door
Heart dropped
Rose virgin flower surprised
Moist-eyed joy hugs...
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