For those of you who don't know (which is probably most of you) I am a war vet. A really good friend of mine committed suicide when we got home. It coming up on the 5 year anniversary of his death and hes been in my mind the past week. I could talk about this all day but i wont i just miss him like crazy.

So i have been feeling like shit for the last month or so. I am going back to Afghanistan and just dont wanna deal with it anymore. I have never been more stable in my life yet i feel like my life is going to shit. i kinda dont give a shit about anything anymore. Sorry about talking about all this bad shit ill stop now.

So i have been listening to this song a lot. there is actually a really good meaning and its one of my favorite band.

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Sorry again about the depressing shit, i hope all of you are doing great!

For those of you who don't know (which is probably most of you) I am a war vet. A really good friend of mine committed suicide when we got home. It coming up on the 5 year anniversary of his death and hes been in my mind the past week. I could talk about this all day but i wont i just miss him like crazy.

So i have been feeling like shit for the last month or so. I am going back to Afghanistan and just dont wanna deal with it anymore. I have never been more stable in my life yet i feel like my life is going to shit. i kinda dont give a shit about anything anymore. Sorry about talking about all this bad shit ill stop now.

So i have been listening to this song a lot. there is actually a really good meaning and its one of my favorite band.



Sorry again about the depressing shit, i hope all of you are doing great!