Frustrated Incorperated (gotta love Clerks II that shit is the bomb diggity haha)
Alright well, I did pick up applications for both Starbucks and Barnes and Noble, and both said they were done hiring until february of march, but the guy at starbucks took the time to ask me my name and said if i filled out the application and brought it back he'd give me a call and we'd set up an interview. which sounded to me like more of a "i'll find you a position" as apposed to "i'll let you know when one opens up" lol so I'm positive about it. I'd love to work in Barnes and Noble too. that's be lots of fun. but yeah, anyways.
no book. everything in there was over 10 bucks, everything that i wanted anyway, and 10 bucks is all i've got haha. oh well. atleast i have beer money tonight for trivia. god, being limited to just beer though is kind of sad. but i can live on heinekin haha. so it's cool with me. l
ooking at my profile picture i'd have to say that backs are the sexiest things ever. the curves, the skin, everything about my back in that picture turns even me on! I've lost that tan though. i'd say that picture is about....3 months old. there are a shit load of pictures from that night. me and my girlfriends michelle and marilyn got all fucked up on vodka and wine and they took pictures of me in all different sorts of outfits. the black lace is my favorite though. all the rest were kinda funky. there is that one with the green and white nylons though and the mini skirt. an ex of mine said that was one of his favorites, how i was looking over my shoulder at the camara with this serious intense gaze, he says that's my real sex face haha. i thought it was cool.
le sigh. so........more about men? nahhhh not right now. i don't know. my brain isn't firing off right now about anything in particular. well actually
on the note of men, i do have to admit there is an appreciation for the masculin beauty they posses sometimes. i'm a sucker for a strong jawline and intense eyes. and i'm a stickler for good skin. i hate it when guys faces are all splotched and red. it's not attractive at all. it actually grosses me out to touch someones face that's covered in acne. makes me wanna go run my hand under scandling hot water and rub it with a towel until it's raw. sorry if the truth hurts, but it's just nasty!
i really can't wait to start making good friends here. the girl whose home i'm staying in for now is a good friend to me. a really good friend. but we never get to spend any real quality time together doing girly things like we did when we first met. it hurts my feelings sometimes too when i get home from work and she's already out with someone bowling or is getting ready to go to trivia and doesnt invite me. i mean, i could uderstand if she was sick of seeing me all the time, i mean i've been staying in her house for atleast a month now, and she lives with her husband and her daughter and her brother, and now me. i really could understand and i try to be understanding about it. but it still hurts. cause i mean i latched on to her when i first got here. she was my saving grace. she got me out of the house, and when i was having really bad days sitting in my cousin's house in the dark with nothing to do and no where to go and nobody to talk to, i went to sleep just to stop feeling so shitty, and i woke up to her beating down my door and insisting that i come stay the night. i haven't left since. i honestly don't think i'd be half as sane as i am now if she hadn't allowed me to camp at her house. i love the girl i really do. i just wish things would come together though so we could focus more on our friendship than on getting me out of the way.shitty.
but we put up christmas decorations last night and the christmas tree, which looks great. and they got me a stocking! i thought that was so sweet i almost cried. this is my first real christmas away from all of my family and it meant alot to me to have a stocking at their house. because just the night before i was telling my cousin how i felt that i was seriously impossing on them and we needed to hurry the fuck up and get an apartment so i could get out of here. well. that stocking was like a message saying, no rush, you're welcome here. take it easy. it really made me feel better. i don't raid her closet very often but today i did because it was so butt ass cold out and i just wanted a nice long sleeve shirt, well i found one in her top drawer, a red soft long sleeve crew neck that i'm not in love with. and she'll be home any minute and i'm hoping she doesn't get angry, cause i wanna wear it to trivia tonight. lol anyways.
i think i'm done for now. i need to catch up on my myspace. i don't even get messages on there anymore. which i live for messages. i need to be connected to the world somehow. and my phone is out of minutes so the internet is all i've got. but anyways, i love you all. i really do. you all have been fantastic to me. keep the loving words comen!
one love
NaNa
xoxo
Alright well, I did pick up applications for both Starbucks and Barnes and Noble, and both said they were done hiring until february of march, but the guy at starbucks took the time to ask me my name and said if i filled out the application and brought it back he'd give me a call and we'd set up an interview. which sounded to me like more of a "i'll find you a position" as apposed to "i'll let you know when one opens up" lol so I'm positive about it. I'd love to work in Barnes and Noble too. that's be lots of fun. but yeah, anyways.
no book. everything in there was over 10 bucks, everything that i wanted anyway, and 10 bucks is all i've got haha. oh well. atleast i have beer money tonight for trivia. god, being limited to just beer though is kind of sad. but i can live on heinekin haha. so it's cool with me. l
ooking at my profile picture i'd have to say that backs are the sexiest things ever. the curves, the skin, everything about my back in that picture turns even me on! I've lost that tan though. i'd say that picture is about....3 months old. there are a shit load of pictures from that night. me and my girlfriends michelle and marilyn got all fucked up on vodka and wine and they took pictures of me in all different sorts of outfits. the black lace is my favorite though. all the rest were kinda funky. there is that one with the green and white nylons though and the mini skirt. an ex of mine said that was one of his favorites, how i was looking over my shoulder at the camara with this serious intense gaze, he says that's my real sex face haha. i thought it was cool.
le sigh. so........more about men? nahhhh not right now. i don't know. my brain isn't firing off right now about anything in particular. well actually
on the note of men, i do have to admit there is an appreciation for the masculin beauty they posses sometimes. i'm a sucker for a strong jawline and intense eyes. and i'm a stickler for good skin. i hate it when guys faces are all splotched and red. it's not attractive at all. it actually grosses me out to touch someones face that's covered in acne. makes me wanna go run my hand under scandling hot water and rub it with a towel until it's raw. sorry if the truth hurts, but it's just nasty!
i really can't wait to start making good friends here. the girl whose home i'm staying in for now is a good friend to me. a really good friend. but we never get to spend any real quality time together doing girly things like we did when we first met. it hurts my feelings sometimes too when i get home from work and she's already out with someone bowling or is getting ready to go to trivia and doesnt invite me. i mean, i could uderstand if she was sick of seeing me all the time, i mean i've been staying in her house for atleast a month now, and she lives with her husband and her daughter and her brother, and now me. i really could understand and i try to be understanding about it. but it still hurts. cause i mean i latched on to her when i first got here. she was my saving grace. she got me out of the house, and when i was having really bad days sitting in my cousin's house in the dark with nothing to do and no where to go and nobody to talk to, i went to sleep just to stop feeling so shitty, and i woke up to her beating down my door and insisting that i come stay the night. i haven't left since. i honestly don't think i'd be half as sane as i am now if she hadn't allowed me to camp at her house. i love the girl i really do. i just wish things would come together though so we could focus more on our friendship than on getting me out of the way.shitty.
but we put up christmas decorations last night and the christmas tree, which looks great. and they got me a stocking! i thought that was so sweet i almost cried. this is my first real christmas away from all of my family and it meant alot to me to have a stocking at their house. because just the night before i was telling my cousin how i felt that i was seriously impossing on them and we needed to hurry the fuck up and get an apartment so i could get out of here. well. that stocking was like a message saying, no rush, you're welcome here. take it easy. it really made me feel better. i don't raid her closet very often but today i did because it was so butt ass cold out and i just wanted a nice long sleeve shirt, well i found one in her top drawer, a red soft long sleeve crew neck that i'm not in love with. and she'll be home any minute and i'm hoping she doesn't get angry, cause i wanna wear it to trivia tonight. lol anyways.
i think i'm done for now. i need to catch up on my myspace. i don't even get messages on there anymore. which i live for messages. i need to be connected to the world somehow. and my phone is out of minutes so the internet is all i've got. but anyways, i love you all. i really do. you all have been fantastic to me. keep the loving words comen!
one love
NaNa
xoxo
nanookyeux:
i meant that i AM in love with. this red shirt is like....my favorite!!!