I'm calling this entry: Moody Bitch
Okay so i have mood swings like no other. That's okay with me. Long as I get over the bad spells yah know?
So I didn't take a bath, I took a shower, and it made all the difference. I'm not really a bath person anyway. I went to my "other house"' and got all my little bathroom amenities that I cherish so much. The bathroom is my santuary, really. And I have my little rituals. Certain things I use that make me feel better. I recently dyed my hair back into it's red highlighted wonder that I love so much. Funky Cherry. Yum.
And it's been a little anal retentive thing of mine to wash it as little as possible, since it is a semi-permanent and it washes out in like 8-10 showers. Well, I'd had my hair red before I moved and purchased that John Freda (love his stuff btw) Radiant Red shampoo and conditioner and color reamp stuff and having that today made my whole showering ritual go so much smoother. I was able to shave fully, wash with my beloved Aveeno Stress Relief body wash, wash my face with my beloved Body Shop Vitamin C cleanser and treat my breakouts and blackheads with my Biore PRE PERFECTION with melon and rinse with aveeno daily clear complection foaming cleanser. yah i know very obsessive but i've been using these products for a couple years or so and its my sworn cure for any bad day. anyways, that was followed by washing my hair finally and fully and soaking up my aveeno lotion and peppermint foot repair from body shop. I love love love my life right now. lol not to mention i got my paris hilton perfume back. i love that shit. i got the bath and shower gel too. smells great.
and i had clean clothes in the drier. i can't express how ON i feel right now. I feel just so in my element. the only thing going aganist me right now is not being able to dry my hair which is dripping pink runs down my back as we speak, but i'm not letting that phase me right now. and my haily bug (my cousin's daughter whom i consider my neice) was here to greet me with her grinning but sniffling daddy. she's only about 4 i think. maybe 6 i don't know. but anyway.
only thing left to do now is eat dinner. which poses more of a problem than normal. i'm broke so i can't order out, and the people i live with don't cook ever so there's nothing really in the house to MAKE dinner with. sad. that's been the basis of me cooking lately is having something to eat. whatever they got, i'll make it, so i can eat it. and they get mad cause i eat almost all of it to myself but yah. understandable it's their food that's been sitting in the pantry for over a month, and i took the incitiative to ook it and what do i get? YOU ATE IT ALL?! Whatever no i dn't want the last piece there's no point now. fucking retarded. guilt trip me for cooking them something and enjoying what i cooked without them. I mean i understand, but it's just....i don't know. not how i'd go about it.
as i was saying about the vegetarian thing, it's going alright. not perfect, but well. i eat whatever i can get when i get can it right? well we had breakfeast buffet at my restaurant today (did i mention i work in a country club) so the food was good and i only got a few bites of a danish and some pineapple, and when i got the opportunity to get an omelet, i took it. forget that i'm allergic to eggs, i'd take having hives over not having anything in my stomach anyday. and it was good, i had him make it with egg whites only, but apparently that did more bad than good because i can see the red splotches on the insides of my arms starting to form. and i have to admit i prefer yoke to whites now. whites just didn't have that flavor and fluff i like. ofcourse i can't eat any egg without mass amounts of ketchup or garlic salt (this for deviled eggs ofcourse) and lots of mustard in the mix. but anyways. yeah the omelet had ham in it, cause i don't like to inconvenience people for my food so i just said everything but mushrooms (i hate fungi) and i forgot about the ham. oops. oh well. so much for day 2. day one wasn't so bad. drank two glasses of water as apposed to NONE didn't have a coke until dinner and had about 3 miller lite's while playing tiger woods 2007 on xbox 360. fucken awesome by the way. so i think it went well. i might just go sautee some yellow bellpeppers some onions chives cherry tomatoes and whatever else i can find and just have some gheddo stirfry. wish i had some pasta and black beans. i love black beans.
but yeah. that food is starting to becon to me, i must go!!
thanks for reading (i guess) lol to whoever you are.
xoxo,
Nana
over and out.
Okay so i have mood swings like no other. That's okay with me. Long as I get over the bad spells yah know?
So I didn't take a bath, I took a shower, and it made all the difference. I'm not really a bath person anyway. I went to my "other house"' and got all my little bathroom amenities that I cherish so much. The bathroom is my santuary, really. And I have my little rituals. Certain things I use that make me feel better. I recently dyed my hair back into it's red highlighted wonder that I love so much. Funky Cherry. Yum.
And it's been a little anal retentive thing of mine to wash it as little as possible, since it is a semi-permanent and it washes out in like 8-10 showers. Well, I'd had my hair red before I moved and purchased that John Freda (love his stuff btw) Radiant Red shampoo and conditioner and color reamp stuff and having that today made my whole showering ritual go so much smoother. I was able to shave fully, wash with my beloved Aveeno Stress Relief body wash, wash my face with my beloved Body Shop Vitamin C cleanser and treat my breakouts and blackheads with my Biore PRE PERFECTION with melon and rinse with aveeno daily clear complection foaming cleanser. yah i know very obsessive but i've been using these products for a couple years or so and its my sworn cure for any bad day. anyways, that was followed by washing my hair finally and fully and soaking up my aveeno lotion and peppermint foot repair from body shop. I love love love my life right now. lol not to mention i got my paris hilton perfume back. i love that shit. i got the bath and shower gel too. smells great.
and i had clean clothes in the drier. i can't express how ON i feel right now. I feel just so in my element. the only thing going aganist me right now is not being able to dry my hair which is dripping pink runs down my back as we speak, but i'm not letting that phase me right now. and my haily bug (my cousin's daughter whom i consider my neice) was here to greet me with her grinning but sniffling daddy. she's only about 4 i think. maybe 6 i don't know. but anyway.
only thing left to do now is eat dinner. which poses more of a problem than normal. i'm broke so i can't order out, and the people i live with don't cook ever so there's nothing really in the house to MAKE dinner with. sad. that's been the basis of me cooking lately is having something to eat. whatever they got, i'll make it, so i can eat it. and they get mad cause i eat almost all of it to myself but yah. understandable it's their food that's been sitting in the pantry for over a month, and i took the incitiative to ook it and what do i get? YOU ATE IT ALL?! Whatever no i dn't want the last piece there's no point now. fucking retarded. guilt trip me for cooking them something and enjoying what i cooked without them. I mean i understand, but it's just....i don't know. not how i'd go about it.
as i was saying about the vegetarian thing, it's going alright. not perfect, but well. i eat whatever i can get when i get can it right? well we had breakfeast buffet at my restaurant today (did i mention i work in a country club) so the food was good and i only got a few bites of a danish and some pineapple, and when i got the opportunity to get an omelet, i took it. forget that i'm allergic to eggs, i'd take having hives over not having anything in my stomach anyday. and it was good, i had him make it with egg whites only, but apparently that did more bad than good because i can see the red splotches on the insides of my arms starting to form. and i have to admit i prefer yoke to whites now. whites just didn't have that flavor and fluff i like. ofcourse i can't eat any egg without mass amounts of ketchup or garlic salt (this for deviled eggs ofcourse) and lots of mustard in the mix. but anyways. yeah the omelet had ham in it, cause i don't like to inconvenience people for my food so i just said everything but mushrooms (i hate fungi) and i forgot about the ham. oops. oh well. so much for day 2. day one wasn't so bad. drank two glasses of water as apposed to NONE didn't have a coke until dinner and had about 3 miller lite's while playing tiger woods 2007 on xbox 360. fucken awesome by the way. so i think it went well. i might just go sautee some yellow bellpeppers some onions chives cherry tomatoes and whatever else i can find and just have some gheddo stirfry. wish i had some pasta and black beans. i love black beans.
but yeah. that food is starting to becon to me, i must go!!
thanks for reading (i guess) lol to whoever you are.
xoxo,
Nana
over and out.
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