well, i haven't shared in a while, but here's the latest. just got notice to vacate from my landlord since they wouldn't agree to letting me pay out the outrageous amount i owe this month. my hours at work got cut over the last couple months and i've been having a hard time paying bills. well, i tried to work out a deal and they wouldn't budge from their stand, and i couldn't meet their terms. so, a notice was taped to my door as i sat here watching them do it. says i gotta be out by sunday night or legal action will be started. so, here goes a blight on my tenant record. if they just would have waited til i got paid on the 15th, then all this could have been avoided. so, i'll take my paycheck and pay someone else for a place to live.

well, it seems i'm blogging again about not much of anything. it snowed on christmas. i'm still driving around in a car without a heater, so my morning commute is less than desirable. getting farther into debt than i've ever been before. yeah, 2012 is ending on a really sour note.

well, it's 12/12/12, national sound check day. lol. very cold here this morning and me without a heater in my car. oh well, i guess when you drive a $600 beater you should be used to not having comforts. really can't complain too much though other than the horrible gas mileage i'm getting out of a V6. not really much to talk about today. my ex is still living with me, but only til she finds another place and buys her own car.....then i can drive my good one that has everything working on it.

i might be having company come over tonight, just depends on if she wants to make the 2 hour drive down to see me when she gets off work. lol. we have a date set up for next week, so it's all good no matter what.

i get my kids for the christmas holidays, so i'm excited about that, just not happy that i'm probably not going to be able to buy them gifts this year since my hours at work have been cut. i guess it's not about the gifts but about the time you spend together.

well, the weekend is coming to an end. got another week of training on new computer systems for my job. hopefully after all this stuff i'll be able to move around in the company.

my ex-gf (NightShadeS) is still living with me and it's ok for the most part. it's still hard to keep my hands off of her, tonight was a true test too.

sitting at home watcing my ex-girlfriend's kids while she's at the emergency room. she may be an ex now, but i still hope she's gonna be ok.

well, i'm single again. i guess it was inevitable, but it's not something i wanted. spent the past year on again/off again and i guess it's finally off. it hurt yesterday, but i'm doing better today and i'll improve everyday here after.

monday, dec 3. well, today starts training at work. new company took over back in october, but it's taken til now to finally get picked for the training on their systems. i hate training classes. one of the big reasons i've never gotten a degree is that i can't stay awake during classroom sessions. it's pretty sad since i know i'm gonna need this stuff to do my job. hopefully i'll be able to get enough caffeine in my system to counter-act that problem.

saturday afternoon and 80 degrees out side. nice december 1st. doing some laundry and possibly cleaning up the house today. i live such an exciting life. lol.

well, it's thursday night. the kids are asleep. i've eaten dinner, gf is still out. get to meet a friend for lunch tomorrow. then the weekend comes. supposed to be in the high 70s, so i might get a chance to do some work on my car that is needed. i'm really hoping for a relaxing weekend for a change, life has just been too hectic lately.

downside to all of this is that all the overtime that i've been working is now being taken away.

well, i had my child support negotiation conference today. didn't turn out well for me at all. i've been paying it since my divorce in 2008. i now have a court date in february to fight the amount they want me to pay now. it has more than doubled, and i can't afford that. i have no idea where they came up with the numbers they did, but it's complete bs. i don't mind paying for my kids, but the state is just being ridiculous.