I really don't keep up with this thing enough >.<
Life is life, it lets you think things are going to be great then it kicks you in the dick and spits on you when you go down
I keep trying to find the answer to when this is going to get better, but I'm having such a hard time seeing it >.>
I'm going to the field for two weeks starting next weekend, which is a good thing I like having nothing to do but work. I can't handle home life sometimes, I don't know where I stand with the army right now, I'm either gonna be ok, getting kicked out, or being forced to pick a different job and start all over for my next three years <.<
I also can't tell whether I'd rather get kicked out or stay in, sometimes I just feel like I need to be free and wandering around til I die, I feel so trapped and alone out here...at the very least I could be allowed to go free and drink myself to death instead of having to put up with so much stupid shit when I already have the world on my shoulders
Le sigh, I'm not one to pretend I know what the word "quit" means so I guess I'll just keep on kicking ass and taking no one's name til they make up their damn minds on how they want to treat me. I refuse to let people down and not live up to everything that I can xD
One day I'll figure out what to do with myself and what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing with my life to find happiness again....
I really don't keep up with this thing enough >.<
Life is life, it lets you think things are going to be great then it kicks you in the dick and spits on you when you go down
I keep trying to find the answer to when this is going to get better, but I'm having such a hard time seeing it >.>
I'm going to the field for two weeks starting next weekend, which is a good thing I like having nothing to do but work. I can't handle home life sometimes, I don't know where I stand with the army right now, I'm either gonna be ok, getting kicked out, or being forced to pick a different job and start all over for my next three years <.<
I also can't tell whether I'd rather get kicked out or stay in, sometimes I just feel like I need to be free and wandering around til I die, I feel so trapped and alone out here...at the very least I could be allowed to go free and drink myself to death instead of having to put up with so much stupid shit when I already have the world on my shoulders
Le sigh, I'm not one to pretend I know what the word "quit" means so I guess I'll just keep on kicking ass and taking no one's name til they make up their damn minds on how they want to treat me. I refuse to let people down and not live up to everything that I can xD
One day I'll figure out what to do with myself and what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing with my life to find happiness again....
Life is life, it lets you think things are going to be great then it kicks you in the dick and spits on you when you go down
I'm going to the field for two weeks starting next weekend, which is a good thing I like having nothing to do but work. I can't handle home life sometimes, I don't know where I stand with the army right now, I'm either gonna be ok, getting kicked out, or being forced to pick a different job and start all over for my next three years <.<
I also can't tell whether I'd rather get kicked out or stay in, sometimes I just feel like I need to be free and wandering around til I die, I feel so trapped and alone out here...at the very least I could be allowed to go free and drink myself to death instead of having to put up with so much stupid shit when I already have the world on my shoulders
Le sigh, I'm not one to pretend I know what the word "quit" means so I guess I'll just keep on kicking ass and taking no one's name til they make up their damn minds on how they want to treat me. I refuse to let people down and not live up to everything that I can xD
One day I'll figure out what to do with myself and what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing with my life to find happiness again....