it didn't actually rain that much so it was ok, and when it did it was so hot it dried right back out again, woohoo! but yes, i had an excellent time! i wanna go back right now!

oh god my brother just got that game...

i'm ok. i'm bored out of my mind and being left to my thoughts a bit too much which is bringing me down, but apart from that i'm alright!

i really don't like my body. i'd go to the extent of saying i hated it so i'm willing to take the risk of surgery not turning out well. but hey! it's not like i'll be able to afford it for many many years yet so you don't have to worry! i may have even changed my mind by then...

hahaha, thank you. that was quite a compliment!!

i do appreciate it though, even if i don't entirely believe its content

i will try and be happy with me. think positive thoughts and all that, hehe!

well i'm glad you like it, but i see problems all over it. the photography's good but i just think i look retarded. i actually can't look at it anymore.

yeah i realise most guys prefer real, but when you don't have much 'real' to show off there is a problem. plus it would be sooo nice for most clothes to be able to fit properly!

hahaha, how come you know so much about bras eh??

yeah i know plenty of guys who enjoy sex with clothes still on and stuff like that.

i would buy a push-up bra but i have no monies. also i don't even know what size i am really - i just guess! (and i refuse to get properly measured because i hate me boobs so much).

however it's usually too cold in the uk to wear clothes like that anyway. even in summer i tend to be all wrapped up!

haha, lies! i'd so be able to keep up! so where is this mystery man then? why is he not at my house RIGHT NOW?!

here's the thing though - i hate my bum more than my boobs, so there is no way i will ever be wearing tight trousers ever. don't want to draw attention to it. i'm not doing very well here am i?!

and new bras may last a couple of years, but new boobs last a lifetime!

haha, if he turns up with my hat i am marrying him on the spot. that's how much the hat means to me.

it's only a little scar, i can live with that. and anyway i'll go to a wicked surgeon so there will be no leakage, so there

i know you tried, and i do appreciate it. but yeah, like i said...i just can't believe good things about me. stupid brain.

i've heard loads of conflicting stories about sensitivity - for some people it decreases and some it increases. hmm...i think it's a risk i'm willing to take.

nah it didn't sound condescending at all, and i agree with you entirely on it!

and i'm sure there'll be pictures. but not for aaages because i doubt i'll be able to afford it for a long long time yet.

Wow, references everywhere!

haha, not for a while yet. but some day damn it, some day!

i just got a couple of new piercings actually.

on (or rather through) my nipples! and don't worry, pics are coming soon