Saturday Apr 26, 2003

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I NEED SOMEONE TO PAY ATTENTION TO ME!

all day, every day. Jeremys needs are first. I pay attention to him all the time. When can I get attention???? eeeeeek!
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sethy:
frown I wish I could help, best I can do is chat online or something.
machine_boy:
Hang in there sweetie, we are paying attention.

Sunday Apr 20, 2003

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Red Electric Skywalker

I activate in order to explore.
Bonding wakefullness
I seal the output of space
With the electric tone of service
I am guided by the power of navigation

Thats my galactic signature. It is SO me.
It's weird. I used to be deppressed and lonely, but my son ''activated" me by just being a child and encourged me to explore his new...
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stickyrice:
Always wondered about energy fields ... how confined energy is (or isn't) in an individual person, and if not confined, how far out it goes. And does that change? I can't see them -- the fields -- but sometimes I seem to feel them.
disappearhere:
In regards to your board post:
Feel free to use me as a test subject. I have more crap to sort through in my head than a...than a...shit. I forgot.
Check my jounal and use the "blog feature" to see all entries. Some are qoutes and song lyrics. Most are fucked up poems and disturbing short stories.

Wednesday Apr 16, 2003

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I found this poem:

Speak to me. Take my Hand. What are you now?
I will tell you all. I will conceal nothing.......
If we could touch one another,
if these our separate entities could come to grips,
clenched like a Chinese puzzle...yesterday
I stood in a crowded street that was live with people,
and no one spoke a word, and the morning shone.
Everyone...
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scooter11:
That's very beautiful. smile
There's nothing more emotionally reassuring than good poetry,,,
machine_boy:
clenched like a chinese puzzle

now that's an image that won't soon leave my mind.

Monday Apr 14, 2003

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It would be really nice to kiss someone.
Other then that, I am filling up my time by walks to the park, basketball with my son, reading, psychology, homework ect.
So I don't miss kissing to much because I have directed my energy to other things.
But it would still be nice.
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satori1616:
Kissing does rock, indeed. So does Sublime. I miss kissing too. I've been hung up over my ex for sometime and kissing girls that I'm not really in to just doesn't cut the mustard. Do you like: Steel Pulse, Black Uhuru, Burning Spear, Pato Banton?
damn_pretty:
Awww, so sweet.

Sunday Apr 13, 2003

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I went to a party at the park today. It was called Brighter days, to bring on the spring! So glad spring is here. Time to run around and play in the park. whooooohooo! love
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satori1616:
Yo, just wanted to say hi. Hope all is well. Are you into reggae at all?
christopher:
long time no see. just got the internet up. happy like this.

lets do this like brutus

Thursday Apr 10, 2003

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I was hit on today. By a teenage boy. About 17, 18ish. From a group home. He was at the park with a social worker and his roommates. He was chubby, wearing wide leg baggy pants, hoodie. I dropped the cap to my water bottle on the ground, and he went around the bench, totally out of his way, to get it for me. He...
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drunkpunk:
Thanks for your kind offer of a place to stay when i come over for the Vans toursmile I still need to do a lot more research yet as to which bands are playing which dates, and if any of the dates are near SG's that kindly offer to put me up. I think theres a date on the tour in Vancouver. How far is that from Portland? Obviously, staying in Portland would be cool, as a lot of SG members seem to come from there, plus its the home of SG! Maybe a post in the Hook Up forum would be a good idea?
scattershot:
this guy started moving his hands back and forth at me like he was casting a gypsy spell on me... so I tackled him football style!!!!

come to think of it maybe he was just waving at me.

Tuesday Apr 08, 2003

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I feel better.
A hippie guy i know(aqantince type) just showed up at my door a couple hours ago.
He said "have you been feeling bummed?" and I was like "how did you know??"
My heart is touched.
sethy:
*smiles*
Thats nice.
drunkpunk:
A few weeks ago i had a big fat money cheque from the sale of my late father's house. I've never been to the US, so i intend to fly over this July and catch the Vans Warped Tour. I'll be looking for SG's to hang out with for a week, and somewhere to sleepwink I doubt if you'll still be lonely by then though?

Tuesday Apr 08, 2003

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I have been so deppresseed today.
I don't know why.
I feel like I'm on the verge of crying.
I know its just a down day.
Things will be better tomorow.
Now I just have to get through now.
I think the loneliness is getting the best of me. I long for someone to talk to.
Frustration.
I don't even know where to meet people....
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Sunday Apr 06, 2003

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I have been single for almost 4 months now. This is not a bad thing, I want to be single.
I just crave that intimacy. Not sex, of course. I am celibate. But someone to hold and hug and converse with.
I am not down about it or anything.
I've just been thinking about it lately.

I need a cuddle buddy. love
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caddok:
My lease is up in a few months. I could move up to Portland and we could do the roommate thing. *L* All the social interaction and companionship with none of the sex! YAY! I'm not afraid of little kids either. smile

Just trying to cheer you up,
-c
sethy:
heh, I havnt had a GF since janurary, ive done some things, but been missing the cuddling aspect, I always enjoyed sleeping with a person, not sex, just sleeping and cuddling.

*sigh* being single definatly has drawbacks... oh well

Friday Apr 04, 2003

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Ahhhhhhh...... i love that nerdy, girl Lotus's body. mmmmmmm
I feel slightly lonely lately, but I try to overcome it by leaving the house often, going to the park ect., but man sometimes I wish I had someone to go with, talk to, converse with, share ideas. I need face-to-face interaction. I am not getting this need met and I am striving to meet that...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
woah, what's the story with this? You've been focused on this for awhile. No progress yet? You have a kid, right? I suppose that makes it tough to get out. Dop me an email if you want to "chat"...
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