THOSE MOTHER FUCKIN SONS OF BITCHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY GRIDS MY GEARS............................i got caught up in a tv series on netflix on one of my days off. after the first episode i was hooked. haven't ever been a star trek or star wars fan but for some reason i really really like the stargate series. watched stargate atlantis all the way through...every single episode. it was fantastic and the ending was good. so i begin to watch stargate universe with no expectations and like i said after the first episode i was hooked. so for the past few weeks i have watched with excitement on what is going to happen and biting my finger nails in anticipation. well low and behold i watch the last episode tonight and...................YOUVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! YOUR GOING TO FUCKING END IT LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!! i didn't panic because not all seasons are on netflix so.........i google it. well according to WIKIPEDIA the assholes never picked up a third season. but wait in the same paragraph.......my hopes are not crushed yet because a movie was planned to answer the CLIFFHANGER of a last episode from season two. just when i thought there was light at the end of the tunnel in the same sentence it said the douche bag writers and producers canceled the movie and there are no plans to resolve the issue. WELL you know what i say to that...........PULL YOUR HEADS FROM YOUR ASSS' *best plural for ass i could come up with* AND LETS FUCKIN FINISH THIS SHIT! you take weeks of my free time to leave me sitting on the couch wondering WHAT THE FUCK is gonna happen and if they all are gonna make it. something needs to happen before i have an aneurysm.........

so here is to the writers of the series that were being gay ass hats and decided not to finish what they started





AND THAT'S..............WHAT REALLY GRIDS MY GEARS!!!!!!!!!
p.s. now i gotta find a new series to watch......one that wont leave me so heart broken and empty at the end lmfao

*RANT OVER*

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OH MY GEEZUSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here i sit agian writing a blog with this fucking pepper spray all over me. happened again today but this time i got to do it!!!!!!! so it makes the incredible pain im in right now worth it. didn't burn as much as last time but..............i just got out of the shower again and im on fucking FIRE!!!!!!!!!!! on that note i have paperwork to get done again so..........IM OUT BIOTCHES!!!!!! LOL

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wait! wait!!!! it hurts to laugh!!!!!! *straight face*..................HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

going to talk to a military recruiter tommorow! that is all

just a little insight on the shit that happened the other night. peppers have a unit that their heat is measured in. they are called scoville heat units(SHU). for instance, a jalepeno is about 5,000 SHU. and for the most part when you bite into a hot jalepeno it sucks ass lol. well the le 10 crowd control gas that gets sprayed on somebody in front of you, when you have to grab that person and handle them the shit gets ALLLLLLLL over you too. well the SHU of this stuff is fucking 2 million. YEAH, 2 MILLION. need less to say............i had just shaved my face and my arms that morning(NOT A SMART IDEA). now i have this nasty lookin rash on my arm from the shit and it looks like my right arm has herpes lol.

on that note im goin to bed

what a day!!!!!!!!! this blog is gonna be short. im running on a few hours sleep and have worked my ass off the last two days. i think im going to bed...........but i will leave you on a little advice, or more of a pointer. when you spray somebody with pepper spray, you spray yourself to. cuz when you have to find the bitch you get it all over you. and it also hurts when it gets in the scratches on your arms. p.s. not a wise idea to shave arms on the morning of this either lmao. will explain more when not so tired

well................last week was pretty nice. Since the 2nd ive been at training for work, which is like a vacation, and then had three days off after training finished and i go back to work tomorrow. Really not looking forward to it, its to much bullshit and i hate the supervisors.........i like the work but the upper management is always out to get you when you "handle" your business.

On another note, I am a little confused! I went to eat today and the place I went to, I ran into somebody that I "liked". We met in a bar a while back and everything was cool until one day she just quit talking to me. Don't know what the deal was but it kind of pissed me off. It always seems to work like that though, you meet somebody and you like them and when its all said and done they don't like you, but when you find somebody that like you, you really don't like them hahahahaha. I guess thats just life. But i saw her and she ignored me!!! Just said to myself......"BITCH" and blew it off. Then I'm at the gym tonight and low and behold she's there!!!! WTF I've been going to this gym for years and now she decides to join, but this time she waved! The female gender is just fucked up lol. That's all i guess i can say! But I'm gonna make this situation give me motivation!

Hopefully I can calm down over the next few days. It seems like all I'm seeing in people is attitude and the way they treat people. Over the past few days I've caught myself wanting to go off on people for being assholes. I know I'm an asshole myself and I will be the first to admit it, but I don't go around looking for trouble and talking shit! I'm generally a quiet person. I may just need to get laid and that would solve a lot of shit! LMAO

If you have taken the time to read this I appreciate it!

P.S. i really have never blogged other than a few times on this site, always said it was gay. lol but since all my friends have moved to other states its a stress reliever for me now. i will just see how it goes. *what im listening too* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_X8evilzsW0&feature=player_detailpage

THIS IS THE HANDS DOWN BEST GUY SHOW ON TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=e9o-eRKLhf0

so im running on the treadmill and inspiration hit me like a sack o potatoes..........next two months=15-20 lbs of muscle. think i can do it?!........................if you said no then you can insert foot into mouth after 2 months!!!!! so it begins. here are the before pics.................*in two months the after pics lol*