
age: 32 (Oct 03, 1979)
MEMBER SINCE: September 2003
occupation: Punk Rocker
gets me hot: A girl that is as intense mentally as she is physically.
stats: 14 goals, 155 penalty minutes
makes me happy: Women.
i lost my virginity: .. to a girl I loved that didn't love me.
body mods: couple tats, no big whoop
fantasy: Finding someone that is willing to reciprocate the care and love I give them. Oh yeah, and they like to have sex a lot.
sign: Public Property, come on over
crush: The desire to crush heads is more like it.
into: Playing concerts, seeing concerts, smoking, and girls that use sentances with more than one word.
makes me sad: Women.
The trip to Texas will be a lot more interesting now. My hetro-lifemate Emo will be making the voyage with me. He is the Jay to my Silent Bob. He's been kicking around the idea for the last few days, and finally broke down and said fuck it, he'll come to. Take-off should be around six o'clock Saturday afternoon.
I talked to my ex again today, which was the stupid thing I said I was going to do. I tried to get her to come, or convince me to stay, but she was once again, unwilling. I wasn't terribly upset, although it did hurt to be rejected again by the one I care for so deeply. I feel like there's been closure now, something I never really felt before. So I guess it's all for the better.
Money might be a lot tighter than I thought it was going to be, I'm not a hundred percent sure yet. The guy who was going to buy my computer might now be backing out on me, I'll find out one way or the other tomorrow night. If he does, I might kick his ass. I'll make it there either way, I just didn't want to have to start off skimping horribly.
I got into the studio and wrapped up the CD for the band. All I needed to do was go in and scream for a few hours, which was good stress relief after talking to my ex. The final product sounds pretty good. It's not immaculate by any means, but hey, it was done in a fucking basement, with one take for most parts. I wasn't expecting too much.
I went for coffee after I had wrapped up all that and got into an intimate dissusian about intimacy that might be getting me laid one more time before I leave. Ever since I finalized that I was moving, I've become a little whore. I guess there's worse things to turn into.
Tomorrow is the final day I'll actually be here, and I've still got a lot to do. Decisions of what I'll be taking and what will be left behind, that sort of thing. Packing the few things I'm taking with, and clearing...
I talked to my ex again today, which was the stupid thing I said I was going to do. I tried to get her to come, or convince me to stay, but she was once again, unwilling. I wasn't terribly upset, although it did hurt to be rejected again by the one I care for so deeply. I feel like there's been closure now, something I never really felt before. So I guess it's all for the better.
Money might be a lot tighter than I thought it was going to be, I'm not a hundred percent sure yet. The guy who was going to buy my computer might now be backing out on me, I'll find out one way or the other tomorrow night. If he does, I might kick his ass. I'll make it there either way, I just didn't want to have to start off skimping horribly.
I got into the studio and wrapped up the CD for the band. All I needed to do was go in and scream for a few hours, which was good stress relief after talking to my ex. The final product sounds pretty good. It's not immaculate by any means, but hey, it was done in a fucking basement, with one take for most parts. I wasn't expecting too much.
I went for coffee after I had wrapped up all that and got into an intimate dissusian about intimacy that might be getting me laid one more time before I leave. Ever since I finalized that I was moving, I've become a little whore. I guess there's worse things to turn into.
Tomorrow is the final day I'll actually be here, and I've still got a lot to do. Decisions of what I'll be taking and what will be left behind, that sort of thing. Packing the few things I'm taking with, and clearing...
JUNE 2010
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