Needs sex soon, waiting to show you care is hard.

I just sat next to my Rabbit, well my sisters but hes more a family pet. I sat there and watched him die of old age, and i been watching him for 6 months and he really grew on me. I didn't think i would cry but he was my only company in this house by myself, and i will miss him. Rest in peace Sir, Buttons i never knew what you meant to me because you were just a rabbit but you always jumped up on my bed when i was home and when i called your name you would stand up with your nose in the air. I no longer have you to rub your ears until you fell asleep, I gave you one last rub as you took your last breath and you took a little of my heart when you left. what can i say but i wish this new year was suppose to be better than my last, it just dont get any better. Wont love just come a take me away, wont someone come fix my heart and make me better. I am sick of feeling so sad.

The hardest thing to do in life is to live it.

hey also if you are on my friends list, and you like my attitude add me to face book. love for all.

Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. or is just that for people that never loved someone to know how much it hurts to lose them. load of crap, its better to have loved and worked on it with truth from the start, than it is to give up and throw love in the dirt. never to love with out hurt, now that would be a gift.

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear.

Little boxes on the hillside, Little boxes made of ticky tacky
Little boxes on the hillside, little boxes all the same
There’s a green one and a pink one and a blue one and a yellow one
And they’re all made out of ticky tacky and they all look just the same.

well, when i was born i had a hole in my heart and i grew out of it. but for the past 3 weeks my chest has been hurting and having pains, so i got this heart recorder hooked up to me for 24hrs. my best friend said something that sounded pretty cool, he said "Mitch you were born with a broken heart before girls started breaking it". witch was funny for my track record of being the sweet nice guy, that no one wanted. maybe every time someone breaks this heart brings me one step closer to dieing. Doctor said stress is not good for my heart, and thinking of losing another person i could fall in love with hurts. Love is my reason to live and could be my reason to die.

All i ever wanted was somebody to love, is being treated great a bad thing. is money more important than love, has distance won also. does no one remember what it is to try just for love or is material things we cant keep more important. I only live for one thing, Love. all the money i make means nothing if i am not happy or have someone to take with me on vacation and make love to. thats magical, and thats real. so put down your fucking x box and shit that you think makes you look good, and pay attention. one day you have all the things you want, but those things cant hold you or say i love you. but the person that does will walk out that door, and you have all the time you want with your things alone. If the day comes we have a mindless machine to hug and fuck you and say they love you, like a walking toaster. then we are lost and deserve not to have love, we dont try enough and there is no one to blame but our selfs. so sad, thats love is dieing and divorce is higher with each generation. now i love games and things, but they have a pause button and record. Life does not, so put down your controller and looks at what you have before it walks away. Try harder, everyone needs to before its all lost. life does end you know, we do die and just because you dont know when, make it all the more reason to spend it wisely. now progress human race before i become right.

I know now that love can be held.
I know now that love can be lost.
I know now that love concurs all.
But who knew that hate is what people prefer more.