Back home from yet another deployment! This whole protecting our freedom business can get old. If everything goes as planned I'll be back out in October this year, that's like only 3 months back stateside!! And although I love the Arab people and their rich culture. I would like to spend a little more time in the good ol' US of A, Christmas with the kids would be nice this year... Mabe even have snow this year. Besides, if the my people are right, the world is going to end in two years, so maybe a Christmas or two would be nice lol. Taking the fam out to seaworld today 
pretty stoked about that I just hope I can make it hrough the day without fighting with this woman. Well, hope everyone out in SG world is having a great day and a happy 4th 
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Well, I've been home for the last week. It's funny that now that I live 400 miles away from home I seem to be able to spend more quality time with my kids. Back when i was working close to home it seemed that it sucked up my whole life. Guess thats just the way some jobs are, they suck you in and when they are done sucking the life out of you they spit you out. I am even getting back into reading novels, writting, and my photography. It feels so good to be getting back to me. I miss certain aspects of my last job, but as a whole I would never do that shit again. Well, Im off to make breakfast for the little ones. Fun shit. 
It's almost time for the holidays again... Man, I am not looking forward to the drive back home... But I am looking forward to the party!! I would fly, but fucking tickets are just ridiculously high this close to Thanksgiving. I will probably fly home for christmas tho, cause 6 hrs of driving is just bullshit. 
The following blogs are writtings, lyrics and thoughts I kept in another site (MocoSpace)... It is part of my personal journey from one of the most traumatizing events in my life, which took me through hell and back... But I don't regret it, as it has brought me to a better understanding of myself, and this crazy place I call my mind.. The Migration Begins....
Chaos... (Jul 09, 2007)
What to do when everything is falling apart? I am so tired of all this, i'm broken.
Patience...(Jul 09,2007)
help me, i've become week, i've become blind, i've become what i once had feared. This tormenting image keeps me awake, so i can't ignore it's torture. No windows, no doors, just a passage way to the truth. This is the way the demon was set loose.
Betrayal... (Jul 11, 2007)
So it was all smoke, my perfect little world has gone up in smoke. I guess i could mourn its passing, but that would make it so much more real. I hope i wake up soon.
Weakness... (Jul 13, 2007)
Here i stand, with the weight of this world on my shoulders, and the blood of the innocent at my feet. And all i can think of is how my soul yearns to flee.
Torment... (Jul 15, 2007)
I don't know why i just can't let go of this feeling, this realization that it was all a lie. I can't let go of the fact that she betrayed me. . Just can't forget. I hate her.
Destruction...(Jul 19, 2007)
This is my plan, this is my war. And noone can stop me, noone will know who struck the first blow. You've betrayed me, and now you will pay. You wicked little bitch, soon you will wish we'd never met.
Niightmare... (Jul 19, 2007)
I just woke up from a nightmare, one i doubt i'll ever be able to let go of. You and i went to a club with a friend me mine, she was not feeding well, so i stayed to help. When i went in you were dancing with some guy, making out with him, and grinding on him. Only it wasn't you, it was another girl now, but it was still my wife. I can't trust you anymore, i know i can't. I hate my life.
Rage... (Jul 19, 2007)
I hate you so much, i can't believe i gave you my heart, just so you could walk all over me. You are a heartless bitch and you will burn for this, you will *ing burn for this. I hate you so much... and you still act like you deserve my love, and i am not worthy of yours. I will break you too!
Room of Angel... (Jul 20, 2007)
You lie, silent there before me. Your tears, they mean nothing to me. The love you never gave i give to you... You really don't deserve it, but now there's nothing you can do. So sleep in your only memory of me, my dearest lover. Here's a lullaby, don't close your eyes... Goodnight... It was always tounge that I despised... I dont feel enough for you to cry, oh well... Here's a lullaby, dont close your eyes... Goodbye... (Silent Hill)
This is pretty much it for July07, I will add more over the next few days. Other than that all is well, I am currently visiting my family, and will be heading back to NorCal in a few days. Oh, yeah, one more thing WE DID IT!!!!! OBAMA 08!!!!!
Chaos... (Jul 09, 2007)
What to do when everything is falling apart? I am so tired of all this, i'm broken.
Patience...(Jul 09,2007)
help me, i've become week, i've become blind, i've become what i once had feared. This tormenting image keeps me awake, so i can't ignore it's torture. No windows, no doors, just a passage way to the truth. This is the way the demon was set loose.
Betrayal... (Jul 11, 2007)
So it was all smoke, my perfect little world has gone up in smoke. I guess i could mourn its passing, but that would make it so much more real. I hope i wake up soon.
Weakness... (Jul 13, 2007)
Here i stand, with the weight of this world on my shoulders, and the blood of the innocent at my feet. And all i can think of is how my soul yearns to flee.
Torment... (Jul 15, 2007)
I don't know why i just can't let go of this feeling, this realization that it was all a lie. I can't let go of the fact that she betrayed me. . Just can't forget. I hate her.
Destruction...(Jul 19, 2007)
This is my plan, this is my war. And noone can stop me, noone will know who struck the first blow. You've betrayed me, and now you will pay. You wicked little bitch, soon you will wish we'd never met.
Niightmare... (Jul 19, 2007)
I just woke up from a nightmare, one i doubt i'll ever be able to let go of. You and i went to a club with a friend me mine, she was not feeding well, so i stayed to help. When i went in you were dancing with some guy, making out with him, and grinding on him. Only it wasn't you, it was another girl now, but it was still my wife. I can't trust you anymore, i know i can't. I hate my life.
Rage... (Jul 19, 2007)
I hate you so much, i can't believe i gave you my heart, just so you could walk all over me. You are a heartless bitch and you will burn for this, you will *ing burn for this. I hate you so much... and you still act like you deserve my love, and i am not worthy of yours. I will break you too!
Room of Angel... (Jul 20, 2007)
You lie, silent there before me. Your tears, they mean nothing to me. The love you never gave i give to you... You really don't deserve it, but now there's nothing you can do. So sleep in your only memory of me, my dearest lover. Here's a lullaby, don't close your eyes... Goodnight... It was always tounge that I despised... I dont feel enough for you to cry, oh well... Here's a lullaby, dont close your eyes... Goodbye... (Silent Hill)
This is pretty much it for July07, I will add more over the next few days. Other than that all is well, I am currently visiting my family, and will be heading back to NorCal in a few days. Oh, yeah, one more thing WE DID IT!!!!! OBAMA 08!!!!!
Took the kids to Knott's... It rained, so that sucked... BUt it'd cool, there is always tomorrow
Well, here we go again... So my dumb ass decides to drive down to LA this weekend with my boy G, and I end up paying $52 in a tank of gas. I know it doesnt sound like a big deal, but it is when I could've flown down here for $44 round trip. So lesson learned, never drive back home... I mean seriously, it took us 7 hours to get here because it was raining and traffic was slow as hell, when I fly home i get to Sac Int. at like 0630, take off at 0730, and Im home having a beer by 1000(it's 5 o'clock somewhere, right?). We took off at 5, and we were not home til well past noon. Other than that, well, it's GREAT to be home, again(I come out here every weekend, it's getting old). Think I'm taking it slow this weekend, not much on the plate, and I probably wont be able to come visit for the whole month of June (full schedule). 
Well, it is time to once again migrate my blog to a new community... So this is it, the first blog on SG... Just a word of warning, I blog to clear my head, and to release my inner deamons... But dont take it literaly ever, you have to go deeper than the surface to find the true meaning of my blogs... However, i think that I am also ready to start blogging about my day as well... Today was not that memorable... well, I did find out that gas on base is $4 per gallon!!!! That is insane!!!! I still remember the days (and this will be dating me) when gas was .94 per gallon... that was 10 years ago... Time flies...
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